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| <p>Have you ever felt like you started seeing a pattern where there used | ||
| to be none? It used to happen to me when I was a kid – I was once | ||
| obsessed with a very specific car model and suddenly I started seeing it | ||
| everywhere. It also happened recently to my partner that the specific | ||
| model and color of the car we want to buy started showing up everywhere | ||
| we go. I find this pattern-matching in our brain kind of | ||
| interesting.</p> | ||
| <p>Once I realized I wasn’t a boy, this kind of pattern seemed to follow | ||
| me everywhere. People I followed were suddenly coming out of the closet. | ||
| I remember that, back in 2020, Abigail Thorn and James Stephanie | ||
| Sterling both came out as trans and Abigail released the most beautiful, | ||
| awesome video about it. I was astonished. And as I transitioned further, | ||
| I started seeing transgender people everywhere, making friends, creating | ||
| my own trans bubble.</p> | ||
| <p>I remember a friend of mine told me about the late Lynn Conway, after | ||
| I complained that the corporate world lacked trans people. There’s an | ||
| interesting article about her [1] called “Through the Gender Labyrinth”, | ||
| which is amazing. She was a computer scientist who invented VLSI (a way | ||
| to design integrated circuits) and some techniques for out-of-order | ||
| execution on supercomputers. She’s an inspiration to me.</p> | ||
| <p>To make sense of everything I said previously, I feel like I started | ||
| getting more and more into a bubble of trans, queer and autistic people. | ||
| It feels like more people are transitioning and that there’s more | ||
| transgender people out there, making great stuff or just going on with | ||
| their lives. As hard as the world can be upon us, we’re being | ||
| normalized, or at least that’s what the pattern matching, biased brain | ||
| is telling me. At the same time, more autistic people seem to come out | ||
| of nowhere, being transgender as well mostly [2].</p> | ||
| <p>Talking about my own transition, post-transition has been nice.</p> | ||
| <p>The thing about transition is that you just keep going forward. There | ||
| are many things I regret not doing earier, but I have no regret at all | ||
| for the changes I’ve made. It’s my body, and I get to decide what I can | ||
| do with it.</p> | ||
| <p>I’ve been taking hormones for 2 years now and everyday I wake up and | ||
| peek at myself in the mirror. My body looks nice, and it keeps on | ||
| getting nicer. I feel sexier, I feel empowered, I feel confident. I | ||
| don’t hate myself anymore (sometimes I do, but not because of how I | ||
| look/feel).</p> | ||
| <p>And I learned to love myself being a weird, autistic person. I don’t | ||
| want to be like other people, but to be myself!</p> | ||
| <p>I take more pictures, I smile more, I don’t feel as shy and socially | ||
| anxious as I used to be. My sense of fashion has changed a lot as | ||
| well.</p> | ||
| <p>I feel gorgeous.</p> | ||
| <p>If you’re transitioning like me, if you ever feel lost about it, | ||
| think about those things I said. Read this and the other two posts about | ||
| transitioning. Understand that you’re an awesome human being trying to | ||
| navigate something so complex such as this.</p> | ||
| <p>Don’t shy away from being yourself.</p> | ||
| <p>Dear reader, please listen to this song by Nina Simone, I felt like | ||
| it would fit the narrative somehow.</p> | ||
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| <p>[1] <a | ||
| href="https://ai.eecs.umich.edu/people/conway/Media/Through%20the%20Gender%20Labyrinth.pdf">Through | ||
| the Gender Labyrinth</a></p> | ||
| <p>[2] <a | ||
| href="https://www.thetransmitter.org/spectrum/largest-study-to-date-confirms-overlap-between-autism-and-gender-diversity/">Largest | ||
| study to date confirms overlap between autism and gender | ||
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