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Damp also. 1422.1698699915846
He looked around the room and then called out "Come here, quick"? 36945.2092319046
"What is it"? 2.9074488611034295
Barbara asked, standing in the doorway. 263.34515644150264
"I've solved the mystery of the little bag. 638.4432814945055
There it is h and there is what was in it. 1152.0979951645165
But where do people go swimming in Paris? 12514.70571406315
That boat in the river, maybe". 9289.649206086797
"What boat"? 2109.3347600501024
"There's a big boat anchored near the Place de la Concorde, with a swimming pool in it- didn't you notice it? 49944.21901504049
But if he has time to go swimming, he had time to be with us". 1883.1804578971758
She looked at him in surprise. 868.5749352353071
"I know", he said, reading her mind. 75.88081743340456
"I don't know what I'm going to do with you". 132.4405269841392
"It's because we are in France", he said, "and know so few people. 1781.878906721061
So something like this matters more than it would at home. 5212.646783606261
Also, he was so nice when he was nice". 1397.1636113976851
"All because I didn't feel like dancing". 2087.66263683126
"I don't think it was that, really". 434.0485070503284
"Then what was it"? 322.68804033926153
"I don't know. 2.569516451302858
I wish I did. 81.11196201893759
The tweed coat, maybe. 5687.133943328745
The thing about Eugene is that he's very proud". 2741.7905017404323
And the thing about hurt feelings, the wet bathing suit pointed out, is that the person who has them is not quite the innocent party he believes himself to be. 17348.998462498912
For instance- what about all those people Harold Rhodes went toward unhesitatingly, as if this were the one moment they would ever have together, their one chance of knowing each other? 131124.59932307832
Fortunately, the embarrassing questions raised by objects do not need to be answered, or we would all have to go sleep in the open fields. 16423.014199964513
And in any case, answers may clarify but they do not change anything. 1882.965212638129
h he brought with him a mixture of myrrh and aloes, of about a hundred pounds' weight. 9600.09334069958
They took Jesus's body, then, and wrapped it in winding-clothes with the spices; that is how the Jews prepare a body for burial. 110983.51436160704
Listed as present at the Descent were Mary, Mary's sister, Mary Magdalene, John, Joseph of Arimathea, Nicodemus. 254856.81129232183
Search as he might, he could find no place where the Bible spoke of a moment when Mary could have been alone with Jesus. 33458.92774261638
Mostly the scene was crowded with mourners, such as the dramatic Dell'Arca Lamentation in Bologna, where the grief-stricken spectators had usurped Mary's last poignant moment. 103218.61676934263
In his concept there could be no one else present. 1367.279565915641
His first desire was to create a mother and son alone in the universe. 808.9986346804785
When might Mary have had that moment to hold her child on her lap? 94537.28767383867
Perhaps after the soldiers had laid him on the ground, while Joseph of Arimathea was at Pontius Pilate's asking for Christ's body, Nicodemus was gathering his mixture of myrrh and aloes, and the others had gone home to mourn. 146835.34994934968
Those who saw his finished Pieta would take the place of the biblical witnesses. 2509.899166022446
They would feel what Mary was undergoing. 4178.087891734438
There would be no halos, no angels. 1893.8969025866907
These would be two human beings, whom God had chosen. 2028.6897299490477
He felt close to Mary, having spent so long concentrating on the beginning of her journey. 12052.569666851945
Now she was intensely alive, anguished; her son was dead. 6545.060823727372
Even though he would later be resurrected, he was at this moment dead indeed, the expression on his face reflecting what he had gone through on the cross. 13943.537666146869
In his sculpture therefore it would not be possible for him to project anything of what Jesus felt for his mother; only what Mary felt for her son. 15536.650639194431
Jesus' inert body would be passive, his eyes closed. 4073.91582413217
Mary would have to carry the human communication. 421.1452206593991
This seemed right to him. 422.97166291128974
It was a relief to shift in his mind to technical problems. 2677.4256524488133
Since his Christ was to be life size, how was Mary to hold him on her lap without the relationship seeming ungainly? 148525.3057679491
His Mary would be slender of limb and delicate of proportion, yet she must hold this full-grown man as securely and convincingly as she would a child. 53385.94369136633
There was only one way to accomplish this by design, by drawing diagrams and sketches in which he probed the remotest corner of his mind for creative ideas to carry his concept. 20417.26491672862
He started by making free sketches to loosen up his thinking so that images would appear on paper. 15546.262915003372
Visually, these approximated what he was feeling within himself. 32425.115214256708
At the same time he started walking the streets, peering at the people passing or shopping at the stalls, storing up fresh impressions of what they looked like, how they moved. 28538.19936032254
In particular he sought the gentle, sweet-faced nuns, with head coverings and veils coming to the middle of their foreheads, remembering their expressions until he reached home and set them down on paper. 38853.613302784775
Discovering that draperies could be designed to serve structural purposes, he began a study of the anatomy of folds. 81177.92277806987
He improvised as he went along, completing a life-size clay figure, then bought yards of an inexpensive material from a draper, wet the lightweight cloth in a basin and covered it over with clay that Argiento brought from the bank of the Tiber, to the consistency of thick mud. 275533.7414294354
No fold could be accidental, each turn of the drapery had to serve organically, to cover the Madonna's slender legs and feet so that they would give substantive support to Christ's body, to intensify her inner turmoil. 211086.54526573842
When the cloth dried and stiffened, he saw what adjustments had to be made. 624.3789127667823
"So that's sculpture", commented Argiento wryly, when he had sluiced down the floor for a week, "making mud pies". 37009.33788249226
Michelangelo grinned. 375.97044232702495
"See, Argiento, if you control the way these folds are bunched, like this, or made to flow, you can enrich the body attitudes. 78066.06962035596
They can have as much tactile appeal as flesh and bone". 6860.52291256669
He went into the Jewish quarter, wanting to draw Hebraic faces so that he could reach a visual understanding of how Christ might have looked. 29467.626555725816
The Jewish section was in Trastevere, near the Tiber at the church of San Francesco a Ripa. 36915.01539611643
The colony had been small until the Spanish Inquisition of 1492 drove many Jews into Rome. 15372.109100183829
Here, for the most part, they were well treated, as a "reminder of the Old Testament heritage of Christianity"; many of their gifted members were prominent in the Vatican as physicians, musicians, bankers. 9669.297142969604
The men did not object to his sketching them while they went about their work, but no one could be persuaded to come to his studio to pose. 3508.056387532675
He was told to ask for Rabbi Melzi at the synagogue on Saturday afternoon. 5003.754964530293
Michelangelo found the rabbi in the room of study, a gentle old man with a white beard and luminous grey eyes, robed in black gabardine with a skullcap on his head. 45598.65853875166
He was reading from the Talmud with a group of men from his congregation. 2908.3519034921746
When Michelangelo explained why he had come, Rabbi Melzi replied gravely "The Bible forbids us to bow down to or to make graven images. 71633.52545106733
That is why our creative people give their time to literature, not to painting or sculpture". 18875.463617715177
"But, Rabbi Melzi, you don't object to others creating works of art"? 8262.270058181213
"Not at all. 3.6173602499375677
Each religion has its own tenets". 8272.927586032589
"I am carving a Pieta from white Carrara marble. 11586.458840507046
I wish to make Jesus an authentic Jew. 878.951662620701
I cannot accomplish this if you will not help me". 3462.2872866098883
The rabbi said thoughtfully, "I would not want my people to get in trouble with the Church". 2736.284033019151
"I am working for the Cardinal of San Dionigi. 8989.519391808533
I'm sure he would approve". 120.35492613094455
"What kind of models would you prefer"? 3731.652114274636
"Workmen. 3524.279832361616
In their mid-thirties. 61.69529311667955
Not bulky laborers, but sinewy men. 5471.567339872731
With intelligence. 191.33495938169202
And sensitivity". 197.24789297535895
Rabbi Melzi smiled at him with infinitely old but merry eyes. 49541.07013849961
"Leave me your address. 964.1472973946627
I will send you the best the quarter has to offer". 7328.175740607711
Michelangelo hurried to Sangallo's solitary bachelor room with his sketches, asked the architect to design a stand which would simulate the seated Madonna. 150628.96746858387
Sangallo studied the drawings and improvised a trestle couch. 71839.56078117325
Michelangelo bought some scrap lumber. 8225.071606873245
Together he and Argiento built the stand, covering it with blankets. 32547.6724521047
His first model arrived at dusk. 3281.8382955836205
He hesitated for a moment when Michelangelo asked him to disrobe, so Michelangelo gave him a piece of toweling to wrap around his loins, led him to the kitchen to take off his clothes. 56297.00612423546
He then draped him over the rough stand, explained that he was supposed to be recently dead, and was being held on his mother's lap. 10176.82097888188
The model quite plainly thought Michelangelo crazy; only the instructions from his rabbi kept him from bolting. 62986.05241562205
But at the end of the sitting, when Michelangelo showed him the quick, free drawings, with the mother roughed in, holding her son, the model grasped what Michelangelo was after, and promised to speak to his friends h. He worked for two hours a day with each model sent by the rabbi. 94169.3065340873
Mary presented quite a different problem. 684.0918623592588
Though this sculpture must take place thirty-three years after her moment of decision, he could not conceive of her as a woman in her mid-fifties, old, wrinkled, broken in body and face by labor or worry. 68119.23364562249
His image of the Virgin had always been that of a young woman, even as had his memory of his mother. 2050.2089981299646
Jacopo Galli introduced him into several Roman homes. 22805.188428959344
Here he sketched, sitting in their flowing gowns of linen and silk, young girls not yet twenty, some about to be married, some married a year or two. 26093.71600351151
Since the Santo Spirito hospital had taken only men, he had had no experience in the study of female anatomy; but he had sketched the women of Tuscany in their fields and homes. 23531.747964343336
He was able to discern the body lines of the Roman women under their robes. 6958.776037250315
He spent concentrated weeks putting his two figures together a Mary who would be young and sensitive, yet strong enough to hold her son on her lap; and a Jesus who, though lean, was strong even in death h a look he remembered well from his experience in the dead room of Santo Spirito. 200629.4210502212
He drew toward the composite design from his meticulously accurate memory, without need to consult his sketches. 101090.74310122071
Soon he was ready to go into a three-dimensional figure in clay. 390.84570838406137
Here he would have free expression because the material could be moved to distort forms. 9177.283947360827
When he wanted to emphasize, or get greater intensity, he added or subtracted clay. 6766.805826104841
Next he turned to wax because there was a similarity of wax to marble in tactile quality and translucence. 42699.832219754266
He respected each of these approach techniques, and kept them in character his quill drawings had a scratchiness, suggesting skin texture; the clay he used plastically to suggest soft moving flesh, as in an abdomen, in a reclining torso; the wax he smoothed over to give the body surface an elastic pull. 262922.61050124274
Yet he never allowed these models to become fixed in his mind; they remained rough starting points. 12374.457484040482
When carving he was charged with spontaneous energy; too careful or detailed studies in clay and wax would have glued him down to a mere enlarging of his model. 94746.6745923626
The true surge had to be inside the marble itself. 7158.884651257422
Drawing and models were his thinking. 843.3509841027271
Carving was action. 2845.9155601705884
10. 3.274319812127656
The arrangement with Argiento was working well, except that sometimes Michelangelo could not figure who was master and who apprentice. 60814.673903495226
Argiento had been trained so rigorously by the Jesuits that Michelangelo was unable to change his habits up before dawn to scrub the floors, whether they were dirty or not; water boiling on the fire for washing laundry every day, the pots scoured with river sand after each meal. 221185.2820626506
"Argiento, this is senseless", he complained, not liking to work on the wet floors, particularly in cold weather. 40869.80617836804
"You're too clean. 164.46619122894433
Scrub the studio once a week. 1399.8390804549258
That's enough". 167.2439810936665
"No", said Argiento stolidly. 1029.9013503603487
"Every day. 21.729204256105312
Before dawn. 1122.1260806549635
I was taught". 122.49802352090585
"And God help anyone who tries to unteach you"! 5583.827637869703
grumbled Michelangelo; yet he knew that he had nothing to grumble about, for Argiento made few demands on him. 11229.684538057942
The boy was becoming acquainted with the contadini families that brought produce into Rome. 15321.361965305496
On Sundays he would walk miles into the campagna to visit with them, and in particular to see their horses. 3568.2591871017216
The one thing he missed from his farm in the Po Valley was the animals; frequently he would take his leave of Michelangelo by announcing "Today I go see the horses". 60710.92303785218
It took a piece of bad luck to show Michelangelo that the boy was devoted to him. 3664.3208092865557
He was crouched over his anvil in the courtyard getting his chisels into trim, when a splinter of steel flew into his eye and imbedded itself in his pupil. 76873.86569240491
He stumbled into the house, eyes burning like fire. 11440.228567930048
Argiento made him lie down on the bed, brought a pan of hot water, dipped some clean white linen cloth and applied it to extract the splinter. 44668.91774662992
Though the pain was considerable Michelangelo was not too concerned. 2999.9258180865936
He assumed he could blink the splinter out. 2403.9287374827613
But it would not come. 50.71756889575186
Argiento never left his side, keeping the water boiled, applying hot compresses throughout the night. 40071.48806546236
By the second day Michelangelo began to worry; and by the second night he was in a state of panic he could see nothing out of the afflicted eye. 17754.680816178097
At dawn Argiento went to Jacopo Galli. 15378.66230769447
Galli arrived with his family surgeon, Maestro Lippi. 71839.56078117325
The surgeon carried a cage of live pigeons. 12501.72931309629
He told Argiento to take a bird out of the cage, cut a large vein under its wing, let the blood gush into Michelangelo's injured eye. 87947.06799146402
The surgeon came back at dusk, cut the vein of a second pigeon, again washed out the eye. 36561.1628984793
Beth was very still and her breath came in small jerking gasps. 107499.59274749401
The thin legs twitched convulsively once, then Kate felt the little body stiffening in her arms and heard one strangled sound. 79692.02625411743
The scant flesh grew cool beneath her frantic hands. 8982.896668126814
The child was gone. 43.92537015922174
When Juanita awoke, Kate was still rocking the dead child, still crooning in disbelief, "No, no, oh, no!" 68185.77925310862
They put Kate to bed and wired Jonathan and sent for the young Presbyterian minister. 31843.5748039612
He sat beside Kate's bed with the others throughout the morning, talking, talking of God's will, while Kate lay staring angrily at him. 34885.65898864618
When he told her God had called the child to Him, she rejected his words rebelliously. 35463.59181988444
Few of the neighbors came, but Mrs Tussle came, called by tragedy. 23129.94591494997
"It always comes in threes", she sighed heavily. 4816.14790397576
"Trouble never comes but in threes". 3415.470688847151
They held the funeral the next morning from the crossroads church and buried the little box in the quiet family plot. 61756.941886490466
Kate moved through all the preparations and services in a state of bewilderment. 64421.881875001556
She would not accept the death of such a little child. 714.5971569990463
"God called her to Him", the minister had said. 5531.004219346864
God would not do that, Kate thought stubbornly. 18422.690468008535
Jonathan's letter came, as she knew it would, and he had accepted their child's death as another judgment from God against both Kate and himself. 39554.746042337596
In blind panic of grief she accepted Jonathan's dictum, and believed in her desperation that she had been cursed by God. 36690.92709071913
She held Jonathan's letter, his words burning like a brand, and knew suddenly that the bonds between them were severed. 122197.55319155549
She had nothing left but her duty to his land and his son. 1902.4771457046488
Joel came and sat mutely with her, sharing her pain and anguish, averting his eyes from the ice packs on her bosom. 212764.5113366029
Juanita and Mrs Tussle kept Kate in bed a week until her milk dried. 147265.21120275225
When she returned to life in the big house she felt shriveled of all emotion save dedication to duty. 9730.483084376274
She disciplined herself daily to do what must be done. 1766.9476863915131
She had even steeled herself to keep Juanita upstairs in the nurse's room off the empty nursery, although the girl tried to insist on moving back to the quarters to spare Kate remembrance of the baby's death. 127312.96790239004
Juanita drooped about the place, wearing a haunted, brooding look, which Kate attributed to the baby's death, until the day a letter came for her addressed to "Miss Juanita Fitzroy", bearing a Grafton postmark. 352917.4443318558
Seeing the slanting hand, Kate knew uneasily that it was from the Yankee colonel. 34196.64264390375
The Federal forces had taken Parkersburg and Grafton from the Rebels and were moving to take all the mountains. 11095.608343602053
Kate tried to contain her curiosity and foreboding at what the letter portended, at what involvement existed for Juanita. 226495.2771632579
Uncle Randolph and Joel had replanted the bottom lands with difficulty, for more of the slaves, including Annie, had sneaked off when the soldiers broke camp. 69708.3008120916
Joel worked like a field hand in the afternoons after school. 25778.646876126622
He had been at lessons in the schoolhouse since they returned from Harpers Ferry. 6436.808756980196
Kate felt she had deserted the boy in her own loss. 43459.65711926386
She loved him and missed his company. 4607.578828974745
Uncle Randolph had been riding out every evening on some secret business of his own. 11967.254302299762
What it was Kate could not fathom. 3376.349620370053
He claimed to be visiting the waterfront saloon at the crossroads to play cards and drink with his cronies, but Kate had not smelled brandy on him since Mrs Lattimer's funeral. 77774.32624793779
Joel knew what he was about, however. 5246.363189071139
"You're gonna get caught", she heard Joel say to Uncle Randolph by the pump one morning. 27247.893674138784
"Not this old fox", chuckled Uncle Randolph. 7158.4613675688815
"Everybody knows I'm just a harmless, deaf old man who takes to drink. 10149.34979872548
I aim to keep a little whisky still back in the ridge for my pleasure". 28247.5256519103
"Whisky still, my foot", said Joel. 58759.41312651891
"You're back there riding with the guerrillas, the Moccasin Rangers". 12847.69439811973
"Hush", said Uncle Randolph, smiling, "or I'll give you another black eye". 22937.404781169324
He patted the eye Joel had had blackened in a fight over being Rebel at the crossroads some days back. 64895.04195751862
Kate had no idea what they were talking of, although she had seen the blue lights and strange fires burning and winking on the ridges at night, had heard horsemen on the River Road and hill trails through the nights till dawn. 150866.77573723882
Stranger, Uncle Randolph began riding home nights with a jug strapped to his saddle, drunkenly singing "Old Dan Tucker" at the top of his voice. 57918.70891909764
Hearing his voice ring raucously up from the road, Kate would await him anxiously and watch perplexed as he walked into the house, cold sober. 95126.89209179644
What he was about became clear to her with the circulation of another broadside proclamation by General McClellan, threatening reprisals against Rebel guerrillas. 55470.29084523811
She was taken up in worry for the reckless old man. 3002.2546050441765
Kate drew more and more on her affection for Joel through the hot days of summer work. 74410.96211447638
She had taken him out of the schoolhouse and closed the school for the summer, after she saw Miss Snow crack Joel across the face with a ruler for letting a snake loose in the schoolroom. 40305.07854858751
Kate had walked past the school on her morning chores and had seen the whole incident, had seen Joel's burning humiliation before Miss Snow's cold, bespectacled wrath. 113639.24119074192
He had the hardest pains of growing before him now, as he approached twelve. 5144.466947056699
These would be his hardest years, she knew, and he missed his father desperately. 4512.115136799415
She tried to find some way to draw him out, to help him. 1472.4617223290386
Whenever she found time, she went blackberry picking with him, and they would come home together, mouths purple, arms and faces scratched, tired enough to forget grief for another day. 76862.31095287198
He tended the new colts Beau had sired. 17341.111443419384
He helped Kate and Juanita enlarge the flower garden in the side yard, where they sometimes sat in the still evenings watching the last fat bees working against the summer's purple dusk. 114660.13770356869
No one went much to the crossroads now except Uncle Randolph. 13648.737070021256
They stayed in their own world on the bluff, waiting for letters and the peddler, bringing the news. 14881.504572291968
Jonathan wrote grimly of the destruction of Harpers Ferry before they abandoned it; of their first engagement at Falling Waters after Old Jack's First Brigade had destroyed all the rolling stock of the BO Railroad. 233597.28683574396
The men were restive, he wrote, ready to take the battle to the enemy as Jackson wished. 6231.394930618813
The peddler came bawling his wares and told them of the convention in Wheeling, Which had formed a new state government by declaring the government at Richmond in the east illegal because they were traitors. 215719.8642078721
Dangling his gaudy trinkets before them, he told of the Rebel losses in the mountains, at Cheat and Rich mountains both, and the Federal march on Beverly. 26888.924109575306
"Cleaned all them Rebs out'n the hills, they did! 19696.42580533212
They won't never git over inter loyal western Virginia, them traitors! 42523.01572717797
The Federals is making everybody take the oath of loyalty around these parts too", he crowed. 106388.86800314396
After he had gone, Kate asked Uncle Randolph proudly, "Would you take their oath"? 33777.26707456483
And the old man had given a sly and wicked laugh and said, "Hell, yes! 30768.649624744383
I think I've taken it about fifty times already"! 960.2362262289649
winking at Joel's look of shock. 4034.468815512513
Her mother wrote Kate of her grief at the death of Kate's baby and at Jonathan's decision to go with the South "And, dear Kate", she wrote, "poor Dr Breckenridge's son Robert is now organizing a militia company to go South, to his good father's sorrow. 138179.61348366138
Maj Anderson of Fort Sumter is home and recruiting volunteers for the US Army. 13373.842640309003
In spite of the fact that the state legislature voted us neutral, John Hunt Morgan is openly flying the Confederate flag over his woolen factory"! 8730.403725327908
Rumor of a big battle spread like a grassfire up the valley. 10925.763085068964
Accounts were garbled at the telegraph office when they sent old George down to Parkersburg for the news. 46210.566923868966
"All dey know down dere is it were at Manassas Junction and it were a big fight", the old man told them. 19084.050737322723
In the next few days they had cause to rejoice. 2109.678173989406
It had been a big battle, and the Confederate forces had won. 2643.591103199405
Jonathan and Ben were not on the lists of the dead or on that of the missing. 18389.325937939913
Kate and Mrs Tussle waited for letters anxiously. 51778.58764921291
Joel went to the crest of a hill behind the house and lit an enormous victory bonfire to celebrate. 40402.01758391398
When Kate hurried in alarm to tell him to put it out, she saw other dots of flames among the western Virginia hills from the few scattered fires of the faithful. 58792.50081535041
They all prayed now that the North would realize that peace must come, for Virginia had defended her land victoriously. 58192.81164012647
The week after Manassas the sound of horses in the yard brought Kate up in shock from an afternoon's rest when she saw the Federal soldiers from her upstairs window. 54681.9576388477
They had already lost most of their corn, she thought. 4802.228082701479
Were they to be insulted again because of the South's great victory? 48436.673016829314
She remembered McClellan's last proclamation as she hurried fearfully down the stairs. 5047.423337381661
At the landing she saw Juanita, her face flushed pink with excitement, run down the hall from the kitchen to the front door. 3882.4825615888044
Juanita stopped just inside the open door, her hand to her mouth. 25563.29705525762
As Kate came swiftly down the stairs to the hall she saw Colonel Marsh framed in the doorway, his face set in the same vulnerable look Juanita wore. 76166.87109181474
Kate greeted him gravely, uneasy with misgivings at his visit. 40319.1702063661
"What brings you here again, Colonel Marsh"? 26911.520427239462
she asked, taking him and Juanita into the parlor where the shutters were closed against the afternoon sun. 10298.324984379542
"I stopped to say goodbye, Mrs Lattimer, and to tell you how sorry I was to hear about your baby. 13220.692984775822
I wish our doctor could have saved her". 3024.031611469863
"It was a terrible loss to me", said Kate quietly, feeling the pain twist again at the mention, knowing now that Juanita must have written to him at Grafton. 53688.88204154819
"Where will you go now that you're leaving Parkersburg"? 5275.335657512601
she asked him, seeing Juanita's eyes grow bleak. 2462.808639885428
"As you know, General McClellan has been occupying Beverly. 1229.6039985610416
He has notified me that he has orders to go to Washington to take over the Army of the Potomac. 9039.682478346229
I am to go to Washington to serve with him". 434.737839768678
"When are you to leave"? 4213.050692929472
Kate asked, watching them both now anxiously. 51778.58764921291
Their eyes betrayed too much of their emotions, she thought sadly. 8974.666465631431
"Tomorrow. 3524.279832361616
Would you permit Juanita to walk about the grounds with me for a short spell, Mrs Lattimer"? 42967.40251893586
"Stay here in the parlor where it's cool", she said, trying to be calm. 11367.192746217024
It would be better for Joel and Uncle Randolph and Mrs Tussle not to see them. 2196.209926706425
Kate went back and reminded the kitchen women of the supper preparations. 104647.91237132096
Then she took iced lemonade to Marsh's young aide where he sat in the cool of the big trees around the flower garden. 9586.928005248026
When Marsh called to his aide and the pair rode off down the River Road where the gentians burned blue, Juanita was shaken and trying not to cry. 156217.61150225965
She sought Kate out upstairs, her lips trembling. 22107.35412817231
"He wants me to go with him tomorrow", she told Kate. 574.9683000504276
"What do you want to do"? 5.646971346748651
Kate asked, uneasy at the gravity of the girl's dilemma. 41070.64481285471
"I could go with him. 41.71277349398433
He knows me as your niece, which, of course, I am. 371.36029872318363
But I am a slave! 204.25780645685475
You own me. 420.213404951239
It's your decision", said Juanita, holding her face very still, trying to contain the bitterness of her voice as she enunciated her words too distinctly. 127405.6390844947
"No, the decision is yours. 391.1927643794042
I have held your papers of manumission since I married Mr Lattimer". 16851.60230359654
The red glow from the cove had died out of the sky. 2214.1948707510865
The two in the bed knew each other as old people know the partners with whom they have shared the same bed for many years, and they needed to say no more. 14306.554916396854
The things left unsaid they both felt deeply, and with a sigh they fell back on the well-stuffed pillows. 15916.779197862204
Anita put out the remaining candles with a long snuffer, and in the smell of scented candlewick, the comforting awareness of each other's bodies, the retained pattern of dancers and guests remembered, their minds grew numb and then empty of images. 231596.54532526544
They slept- Mynheer with a marvelously high-pitched snoring, the damn seahorse ivory teeth watching him from a bedside table. 102287.83834398682
In the ballroom below, the dark had given way to moonlight coming in through the bank of French windows. 35123.45237842589
It was a delayed moon, but now the sky had cleared of scudding black and the stars sugared the silver-gray sky. 30480.85533153529
Martha Schuyler, old, slow, careful of foot, came down the great staircase, dressed in her best lace-drawn black silk, her jeweled shoe buckles held forward. 241415.53410681157
"Well, I'm here at last", she said, addressing the old portraits on the walls. 1477.7841124418824
"I don't hear the music. 60.08438422287024
I am getting deaf, I must admit it". 592.0443770061185
She came to the ballroom and stood on the two carpeted steps that led down to it. 4843.141877179337
"Where is everyone? 473.1211478971954
I say, where is everyone? 524.3344408757995
Peter, you lummox, you've forgot to order the musicians". 20944.618781411416
She stood there, a large old woman, smiling at the things she would say to him in the morning, this big foolish baby of a son. 13187.928169478819
There were times now, like this, when she lost control of the time count and moved freely back and forth into three generations. 26309.145436361265
Was it a birthday ball? 690.72732549782
When Peter had reached his majority at eighteen? 11082.624503847135
Or was it her own first ball as mistress of this big house, a Van Rensselaer bride from way upstate near Albany, from Rensselaerwyck. 85342.23474093764
And this handsome booby, staring and sweating, was he her bridegroom? 31724.681319079056
Martha picked up the hem of her gown and with eyes closed she slowly began to dance a stately minuet around the ballroom. 167282.14383438524
David Cortlandt was tired beyond almost the limits of his flesh. 22052.199544039697
He had ridden hard from Boston, and he was not used to horseback. 2179.6048151367045
Now, driving the horse and sulky borrowed from Mynheer Schuyler, he felt as if every bone was topped by burning oil and that every muscle was ready to dissolve into jelly and leave his big body helpless and unable to move. 116498.95374535793
The road leading south along the river was shaded with old trees, and in the moonlight the silvery landscape was like a setting for trolls and wood gods rather than the Hudson River Valley of his boyhood memories. 67447.48128799655
He slapped the reins on the back of the powerful gray horse and held on as the sulky's wheels hit a pothole and came out with a jolt and went on. 46064.58200457164
He would cross to Manhattan, to Harlem Heights, before morning. 10516.174951284318
There a certain farmhouse was a station for the Sons of Liberty. 7032.042383321442
He would send on by trusted messenger the dispatches with their electrifying news. 11773.835662170248
And he would sleep, sleep, and never think of roads and horses' sore haunches, of colonial wars. 29195.302939420195
Strange how everything here fitted back into his life, even if he had been away so long. 2546.210235767369
Mynheer, Sir Francis, the valley society, the very smell of the river on his right purling along to the bay past fish weirs and rocks, and ahead the sleepy ribbon of moon-drenched road. 214261.41914341584
A mist was walking on the water, white as cotton, but with a blending and merging grace. 13745.365148985433
Ahead there was a stirring of sudden movement at a crossroads. 8191.633619118924
David reached for the pair of pistols in the saddlebags at his feet. 13327.306365761302
He pulled out one of them and cocked it. 534.9223434676877
A strange wood creature came floating up from a patch of berry bushes. 40402.31188083735
It was a grotesque hen, five or six feet tall. 1381.184634554717
It had the features of a man bewhiskered by clumps of loose feathers. 7098.154581930268
It ran, this apocalyptic beast, on two thin legs, and its wings- were they feathered arms?- flapped as it ran. 57857.3726394649
Its groin was bloody. 1219.659968819934
Black strips of skin hung from it. 2565.441414506258
The horse shied at the dreadful thing and flared its nostrils. 23200.766111404475
David took a firm hand with it. 4689.475134922783
The creature in feathers looked around and David saw the mad eyes, glazed with an insane fear. 52323.52005282072
The ungainly bird thing ran away, and to David its croaking sounded like the crowing of a tormented rooster. 86002.05187630701
Then it was gone. 38.56701474876416
He drove on, wary and shaken. 5059.978425018983
The Sons were out tonight. 1450.669793831235
CHAPTER 10 New York lay bleaching in the summer sun, and the morning fish hawk, flying in the heated air, saw below him the long triangular wedge of Manhattan Island. 76437.60233577754
It was thickly settled by fifteen thousand citizens and laid out into pig-infested streets, mostly around the Battery, going bravely north to Wall Street, but giving up and becoming fields and farms in the region of Harlem Heights. 121945.9618824043
From there it looked across at Westchester County and the Hudson River where the manor houses, estates, and big farms of the original non-Indian landowners began. 66604.2793125908
On the east side of the island of Manhattan the indifferent hawk knew the East River that connected New York Bay with Long Island Sound. 21177.090307457376
On the western tip of Long Island protruded Brooklyn Heights. 4865.061580502786
It commanded a view over Manhattan and the harbor. 11296.22064324909
A fringe of housing and gardens bearded the top of the heights, and behind it were sandy roads leading past farms and hayfields. 96575.80538117471
Husbandry was bounded by snake-rail fences, and there were grazing cattle. 44313.84736085941
On the shores north and south, the fishers and mooncursers- smugglers- lived along the churning Great South Bay and the narrow barrier of sand, Fire Island. 49555.76282576573
The morning hawk, hungry for any eatable, killable, digestible item, kept his eyes on the ring of anchored ships that lay off the shores in the bay, sheltered by the Jersey inlets. 164194.2166123928
They often threw tidbits overboard. 2689.7448933571272
The larger ships were near Paulus Hook, already being called, by a few, Jersey City. 21992.428946340413
These were the ships of His Majesty's Navy, herding the hulks of the East Indies merchants and the yachts and ketches of the loyalists. 77237.68970447157
The news of battle on Breed's Hill had already seeped through, and New York itself was now left in the hands of the local Provincial Congress. 10291.679232655484
The fish hawk, his wings not moving, circled and glided lower. 18914.279696986738
The gilt sterns of the men-of-war becoming clearer to him, the sides of the wooden sea walls alternately painted yellow and black, the bronze cannon at the ports. 52208.50418907464
The captain's gig of HMS Mercury was being rowed to HMS Neptune. 20823.86534073584
On shore "the freed slaves to despotism"- the town dwellers- watched the ships and waited. 96744.69343781997
The chevaux de frise, those sharp stakes and barriers around the fort at the Battery, pointed to a conflict between the town and sea power rolling in glassy swells as the tide came in. 71931.58710890236
Across the bay the Palisades were heavy in green timber; their rock paths led down to the Hudson. 29236.39653282116
Below in the open bay facing Manhattan was Staten Island, gritty with clam shells and mud flats behind which nested farms, cattle barns, and berry thickets. 215947.89183656045
Along Wappinger Creek in Dutchess County, past the white church at Fishkill, past Verplanck's Point on the east bank of the Hudson, to the white salt-crusted roads of the Long Island Rockaways there was a watching and an activity of preparing for something explosive to happen. 87138.54509314364
Today, tomorrow, six months, even perhaps a year h The fish hawk flew on and was lost from sight. 27533.768672622853
The British ships rolled at anchor, sent out picket boats and waited for orders from London. 12631.841448649238
Waited for more ships, more lobster-backed infantry, and asked what was to be done with a war of rebellion? 77556.13743877233
David Cortlandt, having slept away a day and a night, came awake in a plank farmhouse on the Harlem River near Spuyten Duyvil. 92407.87325198892
He looked out through windowpanes turned a faint violet by sun and weather, looked out at King's Bridge toward Westchester. 42308.24720868689
The road seemed animated with a few more wagons than usual; a carriage raising up the choking June dust, and beyond, in a meadow, a local militia company drilling with muskets, Kentuck' rifles, every kind of horse pistol, old sword, or cutlass. 281382.3424726762
The wraith-like events of the last few days flooded David's mind and he rubbed his unshaved chin and felt again the ache in his kidneys caused by his saddle odyssey from Boston. 59070.10710532001
Pensive, introspective, he ached. 35827.71117471326
He had sent the dispatches downtown to the proper people and had slept. 15589.938565909657
Now there was more to do. 100.97093207299913
Orders not written down had to be transmitted to the local provincial government. 22512.692052334853
He scratched his mosquito-plagued neck. 5420.036118822664
From the saddlebags, hung on a Hitchcock chair, David took out a good English razor, a present from John Hunter. 69764.32062848074
He found tepid water in a pitcher and a last bit of soap, and he lathered his face and stood stropping the razor on his broad leather belt, its buckle held firm by a knob of the bedpost h. He hoped he was free of self-deception. 249013.06679020083
Here he was, suddenly caught up in the delirium of a war, in the spite and calumny of Whigs and Tories. 50281.2237735113
There would be great need soon for his skill as surgeon, but somehow he had not planned to use his knowledge merely for war. 21594.73436019798
David Cortlandt had certain psychic intuitions that this rebellion was not wholly what it appeared on the surface. 25153.069126804152
He knew that many were using it for their own ends. 320.28601299311384
But it did not matter. 53.05700290597071
He stropped the razor slowly; what mattered was that a new concept of Americans was being born. 46640.232172158845
That some men did not want it he could understand. 1348.5272128153142
The moral aridity of merchants made them loyal usually to their ledgers. 31640.317114617184
Yet some, like Morris Manderscheid, would bankrupt themselves for the new ideas. 12231.798449714592
Unique circumstances would test us all, he decided. 5125.9198393210745
Injury and ingratitude would occur. 2468.074208276779
No doubt John Hancock would do well now; war was a smugglers' heaven. 13657.12557915712
And what of that poor tarred and feathered wretch he had seen on the road driving down from Schuyler's? 42448.86847378536
Things like that would increase rather than be done away with. 176.71343344904943
One had to believe in final events or one was stranded in the abyss of nothing. 4893.224550398021
He saw with John Hunter now that the perfectability of man was a dream. 15802.867118333268
Life was a short play of tenebrous shadows. 11684.863196662463
David began to shave with great sweeping strokes. 17720.265340613318
Time plays an essential part in our mortality, and suddenly for no reason he could imagine or admit the image of Peg laughing filled his mind- so desirable, so lusty, so full of nuances of pleasure and joy. 72240.60008695745
He drove sensual patterns off, carefully shaving his long upper lip. 43913.022132492275
It is harder, he muttered, to meditate on man or woman than on God. 18884.187579940954
David finished shaving, washed his face clean of lather, and combed and retied his hair. 92771.6352447761
He was proud that he had never worn a wig. 5322.070700911936
More and more of the colonials were wearing their own hair and not using powder. 3776.0452617492997
He felt cheerful again, refreshed; presentable in his wide-cut brown suit, the well-made riding boots. 40353.6542591852
It is so easy to falsify sentiment h. In the meadow below, militia officers shouted at their men and on King's Bridge two boys sat fishing. 55595.95740378309
The future would happen; he did not have to hurry it by thinking too much. 3128.1914556828033
A man could be tossed outside the dimension of time by a stray bullet these days. 3098.315470436989
He began to pack the saddlebags. 1677.609063075173
And all this too shall pass away it came to him out of some dim corner of memory from a church service when he was a boy- yes, in a white church with a thin spur steeple in the patriarchal Hudson Valley, where a feeling of plenitude was normal in those English-Dutch manors with their well-fed squires. 195751.70836766055
Burly leathered men and wrinkled women in drab black rags carried on in a primitive way, almost unchanged from feudal times. 55741.06141535813
Peasants puzzled Andrei. 11770.304497228983
He wondered how they could go on in poverty, superstition, ignorance, with a complete lack of desire to make either their land or their lives flourish. 69061.56045229206
Andrei remembered a Bathyran meeting long ago. 6144.931941089308
Tolek Alterman had returned from the colonies in Palestine and, before the national leadership, exalted the miracles of drying up swamps and irrigating the desert. 186362.78085465656
A fund-raising drive to buy tractors and machinery was launched. 32349.565789912132
Andrei remembered that his own reaction had been one of indifference. 7756.383395863288
Had he found the meaning too late? 2501.008814712325
It aggravated him. 700.6558879189869
The land of the Lublin Uplands was rich, but no one seemed to care. 2922.2425650080677
In the unfertile land in Palestine humans broke their backs pushing will power to the brink. 48209.34036491192
He had sat beside Alexander Brandel at the rostrum of a congress of Zionists. 31891.12111830438
All of them were there in this loosely knit association of diversified ideologies, and each berated the other and beat his breast for his own approaches. 40907.951511590036
When Alexander Brandel rose to speak, the hall became silent. 6562.065886086531
"I do not care if your beliefs take you along a path of religion or a path of labor or a path of activism. 23232.18786697458
We are here because all our paths travel a blind course through a thick forest, seeking human dignity. 12793.283175202469
Beyond the forest all our paths merge into a single great highway which ends in the barren, eroded hills of Judea. 57501.83614262427
This is our singular goal. 259.0753718843768
How we travel through the forest is for each man's conscience. 13715.7208537757
Where we end our journey is always the same. 777.8865774294856
We all seek the same thing through different ways- an end to this long night of two thousand years of darkness and unspeakable abuses which will continue to plague us until the Star of David flies over Zion". 132766.42480314636
This was how Alexander Brandel expressed pure Zionism. 5165.062451097991
It had sounded good to Andrei, but he did not believe it. 1554.4438243006973
In his heart he had no desire to go to Palestine. 121.58220632181518
He loathed the idea of drying up swamps or the chills of malaria or of leaving his natural birthright. 115974.40285484912
Before he went into battle Andrei had told Alex, "I only want to be a Pole. 11746.891340716984
Warsaw is my city, not Tel Aviv". 55040.14052431358
And now Andrei sat on a train on the way to Lublin and wondered if he was not being punished for his lack of belief. 33145.43813405098
Warsaw! 3118.0954459989366
He saw the smug eyes of the Home Army chief, Roman, and all the Romans and the faces of the peasants who held only hatred for him. 8073.171468320116
They had let this black hole of death in Warsaw's heart exist without a cry of protest. 23175.444558182717
Once there had been big glittering rooms where Ulanys bowed and kissed the ladies' hands as they flirted from behind their fans. 91452.47325683982
Warsaw! 3118.0954459989366
Warsaw! 3118.0954459989366
"Miss Rak. 1453.5166360650308
I am a Jew". 13.214733357118886
Day by day, week by week, month by month, the betrayal gnawed at Andrei's heart. 27515.25169666242
He ground his teeth together. 1508.3257712566055
I hate Warsaw, he said to himself. 595.7486290714735
I hate Poland and all the goddamned mothers' sons of them. 6376.7973896207595
All of Poland is a coffin. 1225.3233259588842
The terrible vision of the ghetto streets flooded his mind. 2061.188729758445
What matters now? 222.79754240501538
What is beyond this fog? 2753.5670644003176
Only Palestine, and I will never live to see Palestine because I did not believe. 8649.302126273766
By late afternoon the train inched into the marshaling yards in the railhead at Lublin, which was filled with lines of cars poised to pour the tools of war to the Russian front. 102309.5467386926
At a siding, another train which was a familiar sight these days. 7749.580186805112
Deportees. 3524.279832361616
Jews. 356.2326741940998
Andrei's skilled eye sized them up. 4033.3134453351195
They were not Poles. 393.3619988188842
He guessed by their appearance that they were Rumanians. 29316.081211765904
He walked toward the center of the city to keep his rendezvous with Styka. 2425.0727177356925
Of all the places in Poland, Andrei hated Lublin the most. 2560.298689053226
The Bathyrans were all gone. 1784.4331753515191
Few of the native Jews who had lived in Lublin were still in the ghetto. 2420.430908511068
From the moment of the occupation Lublin became a focal point. 1401.8261037152004
He and Ana watched it carefully. 1587.9739768856227
Lublin generally was the forerunner of what would happen elsewhere. 20221.15816176978
Early in 1939, Odilo Globocnik, the Gauleiter of Vienna, established SS headquarters for all of Poland. 21744.339744082437
The Bathyrans ran a check on Globocnik and had only to conclude that he was in a tug of war with Hans Frank and the civilian administrators. 65972.50019500116
Globocnik built the Death's-Head Corps. 16940.168709345373
Lublin was the seed of action for the "final solution" of the Jewish problem. 17782.174441564726
As the messages from Himmler, Heydrich, and Eichmann came in through Alfred Funk, Lublin's fountainhead spouted. 62741.73228696964
A bevy of interlacing lagers, work camps, concentration camps erupted in the area. 11709.376927596411
Sixty thousand Jewish prisoners of war disappeared into Lublin's web. 35215.176381909834
Plans went in and out of Lublin, indicating German confusion. 9109.911080588565
A tale of a massive reservation in the Uplands to hold several million Jews h A tale of a plan to ship all Jews to the island of Madagascar h Stories of the depravity of the guards at Globocnik's camps struck a chord of terror at the mere mention of their names. 227665.71772426198
Lipowa 7, Sobibor, Chelmno, Poltawa, Belzec, Krzywy-Rog, Budzyn, Krasnik. 212671.47864281206
Ice baths, electric shocks, lashings, wild dogs, testicle crushers. 74012.77417618621
The Death's-Head Corps took in Ukrainian and Baltic Auxiliaries, and the Einsatzkommandos waded knee-deep in blood and turned into drunken, dope-ridden maniacs. 227478.13726774516
Lublin was their heart. 1263.2790282209976
In the spring of 1942 Operation Reinhard began in Lublin. 2908.5701798410378
The ghetto, a miniature of Warsaw's, was emptied into the camp in the Majdan-Tartarski suburb called Majdanek. 143456.76792886658
As the camp emptied, it was refilled by a draining of the camps and towns around Lublin, then by deportees from outside Poland. 86168.5709320796
In and in and in they poured through the gates of Majdanek, but they never left, and Majdanek was not growing any larger. 66783.05513653549
What was happening in Majdanek? 3377.136257358897
Was Operation Reinhard the same pattern for the daily trains now leaving the Umschlagplatz in Warsaw? 161591.0889924907
Was there another Majdanek in the Warsaw area, as they suspected? 79136.17779413302
Andrei stopped at Litowski Place and looked around quickly at the boundary of civil buildings. 50974.52951146244
His watch told him he was still early. 1035.0827517544858
Down the boulevard he could see a portion of the ghetto wall. 2311.343261779188
He found an empty bench, opened a newspaper, and stretched his legs before him. 8716.080541734853
Krakow Boulevard was filled with black Nazi uniforms and the dirty brownish ones of their Auxiliaries. 152537.95906432974
"Captain Androfski"! 1862.5099231153629
Andrei glanced up over the top of the paper and looked into the mustached, homely face of Sergeant Styka. 32050.524912174147
Styka sat beside him and pumped his hand excitedly. 33606.508511751636
"I have been waiting across the street at the post office since dawn. 3411.5722713414716
I thought you might get in on a morning train". 3924.6338322473703
"It's good to see you again, Styka". 661.0590365782925
Styka studied his captain. 5020.145524046207
He almost broke into tears. 241.82304737264485
To him, Andrei Androfski had always been the living symbol of a Polish officer. 4793.980778555602
His captain was thin and haggard and his beautiful boots were worn and shabby. 58751.59725230704
"Remember to call me Jan", Andrei said. 5150.846760979711
Styka nodded and sniffed and blew his nose vociferously. 71839.56078117325
"When that woman found me and told me that you needed me I was never so happy since before the war". 5765.0310356073105
"I'm lucky that you were still living in Lublin". 5528.120295332547
Styka grumbled about fate. 5020.144267436018
"For a time I thought of trying to reach the Free Polish Forces, but one thing led to another. 6151.2341400806135
I got a girl in trouble and we had to get married. 552.0986005721936
Not a bad girl. 198.92520387512053
So we have three children and responsibilities. 351.18009724100733
I work at the granary. 472.7573146521235
Nothing like the old days in the army, but I get by. 624.5684566101212
Who complains? 3704.4248761401745
Many times I tried to reach you, but I never knew how. 1201.0623786880344
I came to Warsaw twice, but there was that damned ghetto wall h" "I understand". 6015.859948708502
Styka blew his nose again. 8056.155344064189
"Were you able to make the arrangements"? 8015.640292367133
Andrei asked. 1422.1698652103182
"There is a man named Grabski who is the foreman in charge of the bricklayers at Majdanek. 10414.503729613956
I did exactly as instructed. 2386.237319213667
I told him you are on orders from the Home Army to get inside Majdanek so you can make a report to the government in exile in London". 10330.578790813232
"His answer"? 42.37316047475648
"Ten thousand zlotys". 1016.2826746303133
"Can he be trusted"? 5729.250438853604
"He is aware he will not live for twenty-four hours if he betrays you". 2581.895254347546
"Good man, Styka". 2812.8127646109674
"Captain h Jan h must you go inside Majdanek? 44875.753085376375
The stories h Everyone really knows what is happening there". 7427.776849587971
"Not everyone, Styka". 3565.1318785823987
"What good will it really do"? 4678.052712435405
"I don't know. 2.569516451302858
Perhaps h perhaps h there is a shred of conscience left in the human race. 4604.512277922038
Perhaps if they know the story there will be a massive cry of indignation". 24799.57759885744
"Do you really believe that, Jan"? 3097.3292462344893
"I have to believe it". 144.23971690757236
Styka shook his head slowly. 5414.894296252876
"I am only a simple soldier. 269.80645139091075
I cannot think things out too well. 594.7860842356798
Until I was transferred into the Seventh Ulanys I was like every other Pole in my feeling about Jews. 30045.521973964253
I hated you when I first came in. 235.35833719098093
But h my captain might have been a Jew, but he wasn't a Jew. 8766.82827477419
What I mean is, he was a Pole and the greatest soldier in the Ulanys. 15560.19839503721
Hell, sir. 599.4993599307758
The men of our company had a dozen fights defending your name. 2726.8697123562533
You never knew about it, but by God, we taught them respect for Captain Androfski". 5504.418457094348
Andrei smiled. 1422.1699770919995
"Since the war I have seen the way the Germans have behaved and I think, Holy Mother, we have behaved like this for hundreds of years. 10086.39552550821
Why"? 4.121996160406815
"How can you tell an insane man to reason or a blind man to see"? 31292.033645554442
"But we are neither blind nor insane. 1601.125759236665
The men of your company would not allow your name dishonored. 5288.703151818602
Why do we let the Germans do this"? 700.2572729380104
"I have sat many hours with this, Styka. 10223.963255767387
All I ever wanted was to be a free man in my own country. 1493.4845560585145
I've lost faith, Styka. 1802.679915223764
I used to love this country and believe that someday we'd win our battle for equality. 14016.320233657752
But now I think I hate it very much". 848.3439317323471
"And do you really think that the world outside Poland will care any more than we do"? 7539.003839755399
The question frightened Andrei. 1265.719519902892
"Please don't go inside Majdanek". 6471.206905206025
"I'm still a soldier in a very small way, Styka". 1246.8659439970504
It was an answer that Styka understood. 489.03365839601366
Grabski's shanty was beyond the bridge over the River Bystrzyca near the rail center. 56392.911587831135
Grabski sat in a sweat-saturated undershirt, cursing the excessive heat which clamped an uneasy stillness before sundown. 245346.26488094838
He was a square brick of a man with a moon-round face and sunken Polish features. 5889.654287449281
Flies swarmed around the bowl of lentils in which he mopped thick black bread. 84557.81788844505
Half of it dripped down his chin. 1502.2074044242347
He washed it down with beer and produced a deep-seated belch. 28643.341333732234
"Well"? 488.3238106138061
Andrei demanded. 1422.1700206015669
Grabski looked at the pair of them. 5545.160608118879
He grunted a sort of "yes" answer. 5434.081962341741
"My cousin works at the Labor Bureau. 4995.1387312791585
He can make you work papers. 461.3572473883584
It will take a few days. 41.77000383833432
I will get you inside the guard camp as a member of my crew. 5450.678321393836
I don't know if I can get you into the inner camp. 534.7617238015972
Maybe yes, maybe no, but you can observe everything from the roof of a barrack we are building". 30264.3674086321
Grabski slurped his way to the bottom of the soup bowl. 2900.3046414370415
"Can't understand why the hell anyone wants to go inside that son-of-a-bitch place". 52229.34429032618
"Orders from the Home Army". 1830.9873837544044
"Why? 4.121996160406815
Nothing there but Jews". 762.3349359459093
Andrei shrugged. 1422.1706732466657
"We get strange orders". 407.51570827665375
"Well- what about the money"? 1000.5572824910438
Andrei peeled off five one-thousand-zloty notes. 37213.04780061487
Grabski had never seen so much money. 11628.031839921228
His broad flat fingers, petrified into massive sausages by years of bricklaying, snatched the bills clumsily. 66851.85545165185
"This ain't enough". 509.19459058108055
"You get the rest when I'm safely out of Majdanek". 51076.873034597505
"I ain't taking no goddamned chances for no Jew business". 15239.104582702168
Andrei and Styka were silent. 8056.157115555677
She was getting real dramatic. 365.6832782063112
I'd have been more impressed if I hadn't remembered that she'd played Hedda Gabler in her highschool dramatics course. 7263.849391670367
I didn't want her back on that broken record. 1797.6460487411734
"Nothing's free in the whole goddam world", was all I could think of to say. 32054.157138114584
When I'd delivered myself of that gem there was nothing to do but order up another drink. 5530.176692037244
"I am", she said. 14.604670302149785
I'd forgotten all about Thelma and the Kentucky Derby and how it was Thelma's fifty dollars I was spending. 32650.14698759818
It was just me and Eileen getting drunk together like we used to in the old days, and me staring at her across the table crazy to get my hands on her partly because I wanted to wring her neck because she was so ornery but mostly because she was so wonderful to touch. 90040.02874798904
Drunk or sober she was the most attractive woman in the world for me. 3496.854591708652
I was crazy about her all over again. 488.4009139776603
It was the call of the wild all right. 623.0529001866349
That evening turned out to be hell like all the others. 917.0114203880294
We moved down Broadway from ginmill to ginmill. 16318.721159729299
It was the same old routine. 141.51306138319657
Eileen got to dancing, just a little tiny dancing step to a hummed tune that you could hardly notice, and trying to pick up strange men, but each time I was ready to say to hell with it and walk out she'd pull herself together and talk so understandingly in that sweet husky voice about the good times and the happiness we'd had together and there I was back on the hook. 316758.8287557872
I did have the decency to call up Thelma and tell her I'd met old friends and would be home late. 35779.262721507235
"I could scratch her eyes out", Eileen cried and stamped her foot when I came back from the phone booth. 36422.28692795476
"You know I don't like my men to have other women. 4663.299355446833
I hate it. 90.33951415505193
I hate it". 90.33951415505193
She got so drunk I had to take her home. 2230.2569440856073
It was a walk up on Hudson Street. 818.0189537096985
She just about made me carry her upstairs and then she clung to me and wouldn't let me go. 19394.67468525874
There was a man's jacket on the chair and a straw hat on the table. 827.1001010245715
The place smelt of some kind of hair lotion these pimplike characters use. 8171.822039476053
"What about Ballestre"? 2626.084538587092
I had to shake her to make her listen. 885.1237587203912
"Precious. 3117.6279988130555
What about him"? 548.2592445194424
Suddenly she was very mysterious and dramatic. 1618.3101159430182
"Precious and I allow each other absolute freedom. 21361.69690086515
We are above being jealous. 1463.106861343102
He's used to me bringing home strange men. 5925.900000876777
I'll just tell him you're my husband. 879.2001621381836
He can't object to that". 486.7453494355153
"Well I object. 460.343350086743
If he pokes his nose in here I'll slug him". 9911.154049237242
"That really would be funny". 1498.661894052237
She began to laugh. 2873.816766005255
She was still laughing when I grabbed her and started rolling her on the bed. 3061.748547977507
After all I'm made of flesh and blood. 3525.3280377635933
I'm not a plaster saint. 146.28650696042038
Waking up was horrible. 18248.6338611592
Never in my life have I felt so remorseful about anything I've done as I did about spending that night with my own wife. 44689.26856229619
We both had hangovers. 2741.0899140043416
Eileen declared she couldn't lift her head from the pillow. 15912.961516042482
She lay under the covers making jabbing motions with her forefinger telling me where to look for the coffeepot. 59125.66581529837
I was stumbling in my undershirt trying to find my way around her damn kitchenette when I smelt that sickish sweet hairtonic smell. 60706.86566511024
There was somebody else in the apartment. 186.23805966225672
I stiffened. 1334.1367632780737
Honest I could feel the hair stand up on the back of my neck like a dog's that is going to get into a fight. 26850.855899525573
I turned around with the percolator in my hand. 927.4746958758809
My eyes were so bleary I could barely see him but there he was, a little smooth olivefaced guy in a new spring overcoat and a taffycolored fedora. 56126.898853254206
Brown eyes, eyebrow mustache. 2438.0267181767135
Oval face without an expression in the world. 1908.3383766452203
We didn't have time to speak before Eileen's voice was screeching at us from the bed. 13815.618654681148
"Joseph Maria Ballestre meet Francis Xavier Bowman. 16417.07533915101
Exboyfriend meet exhusband". 11770.304497228983
She gave the nastiest laugh I ever heard. 651.0803742670588
"And don't either of you forget that I'm not any man's property. 6696.3242638303445
If you want to fight, go down on the sidewalk". 1042.3741130714282
She was enjoying the situation. 187.47476585429214
Imagine that. 30.935449421625748
Eileen was a psychologist all right. 930.7535207265026
Instead of wanting to sock the poor bastard I found myself having a fellowfeeling for him. 12052.362029879725
Maybe he felt the same way. 56.43969814322731
I never felt such a lowdown hound in my life. 886.1942199122803
First thing I knew he was in the kitchenette cooking up the breakfast and I was handing Eileen her coffeecup and she was lying there handsome as a queen among her courtiers. 91129.5502407967
I couldn't face Thelma after that night. 725.9889127683218
I didn't even have the nerve to call her on the telephone. 3543.7363972131943
I wrote her that I'd met up with Eileen and that old bonds had proved too strong and asked her to send my clothes down by express. 57533.104624008105
Of course I had to give her Eileen's address, but she never came near us. 3460.5779911822324
All she did was write me a pleasant little note about how it was beautiful while it lasted but that now life had parted our ways and it was goodbye forever. 127865.68832962986
She never said a word about the fifty dollars. 458.2584604645009
She added a postscript begging me to be careful about drinking. 2868.617531011702
I must know that that was my greatest weakness underlined three times. 2021.855399858578
Afterwards I learned that Eileen had called Thelma on the telephone and made a big scene about Thelma trying to take her husband away. 31330.200865500763
That finished me with Thelma. 2055.0964044423486
Trust Eileen to squeeze all the drama out of a situation. 31649.88725183253
And there I was shacked up with Eileen in that filthy fourth floor attic on Hudson Street. 13910.884588787123
I use the phrase advisedly because there was something positively indecent about our relationship. 8040.554475398323
I felt it and it ate on me all the time, but I didn't know how right I was till later. 4267.117909785661
What I did know was that Precious was always around. 4171.136138700662
He slept in the hall bedroom at the head of the stairs. 921.4836426757759
"Who do you think pays the rent? 22711.84825322865
You wouldn't have me throw the poor boy out on the street", Eileen said when I needled her about it. 27298.69538048941
I said sure that was what I wanted her to do but she paid no attention. 6345.0515353059345
Eileen had a wonderful way of not listening to things she didn't want to hear. 12334.933392220426
Still I didn't think she was twotiming me with Precious right then. 19538.634329973065
To be on the safe side I never let Eileen get out of my sight day or night. 3512.4082504841385
Precious had me worried. 4591.892511362293
I couldn't make out what his racket was. 510.2930914953785
I'd thought him a pimp or procurer but he didn't seem to be. 1186.1516071121653
He was smooth and civil spoken but it seemed to me there was something tough under his selfeffacing manner. 18969.831927852112
Still he let Eileen treat him like a valet. 23449.447712875888
Whenever the place was cleaned or a meal served it was Precious who did the work. 17601.043542885596
I never could find out what his business was. 516.0599401386578
He always seemed to have money in his pocket. 321.4801169417855
The phone had been disconnected but telegrams came for him and notes by special messenger. 26598.040079687653
Now and then he would disappear for several days. 31.8714743812449
"Connections" was all he would say with that smooth hurt smile when I put leading questions. 23741.365692068597
"Oh he's just an international spy", Eileen would shout with her screechy laugh. 70939.66993545594
Poor devil he can't have been too happy either. 10476.804671877386
He got no relief from drink because, though sometimes Precious would buy himself a drink if he went out with us in the evening, he'd leave it on the table untouched. 12124.090193773409
When I was in liquor I rode him pretty hard I guess. 1562.272600808534
Occasionally if I pushed him too far he'd give me a look out of narrowed eyes and the hard cruel bony skull would show through that smooth face of his. 53720.34239788842
"Some day", I told Eileen, "that guy will kill us both". 3928.2914439026836
She just wouldn't listen. 736.7339800857861
Getting drunk every night was the only way I could handle the situation. 6301.4908429767975
Eileen seemed to feel the same way. 205.26559077183583
We still had that much in common. 690.9403807579465
The trouble was drinking cost money. 487.32564939059984
The way Eileen and I were hitting it up, we needed ten or fifteen dollars an evening. 22688.888357850417
Eileen must have wheedled a little out of Precious. 24644.910802134244
I raised some kale by hocking the good clothes I had left over from my respectable uptown life, but when that was gone I didn't have a cent. 38249.897912444096
I don't know what we would have done if Pat O'Dwyer hadn't come to town. 2597.8612261681683
Pat O'Dwyer looked like a heavier Jim. 25870.463127605595
He had the same bullet head of curly reddish hair but he didn't have Jim's pokerfaced humor or his brains or his charm. 33170.66814428609
He was a big thick beefy violent man. 513.0662294934756
Now Pat may have been a lecher and a plugugly, but he was a good churchgoing Catholic and he loved his little sister. 29437.004025077586
Those O'Dwyers had that Irish clannishness that made them stick together in spite of politics and everything. 48215.50388527094
Pat took Eileen and me out to dinner at a swell steak house and told us with tears in his eyes how happy he was we had come together again. 175364.26160829735
"Whom God hath joined" etcetera. 7423.872420378685
The O'Dwyers were real religious people except for Kate. 5334.454249211675
Now it would be up to me to keep the little girl out of mischief. 1049.1044600096293
Pat had been worried as hell ever since she'd lost her job on that fashion magazine. 64991.88888573839
It had gone big with the Hollywood girls when he told them his sister was an editor of Art and Apparel. 52810.89580232763
How about me trying to help her get her job back? 19202.080441951766
All evening Eileen had been as demure as a little girl getting ready for her first communion. 82404.44046233506
It just about blew us both out of the water when Eileen suddenly came out with what she came out with. 16811.294949294283
"But brother I can't take a job right now", she said with her eyes on her ice cream, "I'm going to have a baby, Francis Xavier's baby, my own husband's baby". 36920.80378965483
My first thought was how had it happened so soon, but I counted back on my fingers and sure enough we'd been living together six weeks. 81405.06460257291
Pat meanwhile was bubbling over with sentiment. 15031.04811094889
Greatest thing that ever happened. 2805.789092638756
Now Eileen really would have to settle down to love honor and obey, and she'd have to quit drinking. 17697.437052441164
He'd come East for the christening, by God he would. 2888.5468081606477
When we separated that evening Pat pushed a hundred dollar bill into Eileen's hand to help towards a layette. 70547.5333396056
Before he left town Pat saw to it that I was fixed up with a job. 2619.9696300888286
Pat had contacts all over the labor movement. 7053.452694823232
A friend of Pat's named Frank Sposato had just muscled into the Portwatchers' Union. 16424.511296922316
The portwatchers were retired longshoremen and small time seafarers off towboats and barges who acted as watchmen on the wharves. 125554.9589712328
Most of them were elderly men. 172.71527837018337
It was responsible and sometimes dangerous work because the thieving is awful in the port of New York. 9212.150698898884
They weren't as well paid as they should have been. 1695.3525534905325
One reason the portwatchers let Sposato take them over was to get the protection of his musclemen. 14585.43704974119
Sposato needed a front, some labor stiff with a clean record to act as business agent of the Redhook local. 194904.33471220147
There I was a retired wobbly and structural iron worker who'd never gouged a cent off a fellow worker in my thirty years in the movement. 32392.6541903847
For once radicalism was a recommendation. 1742.838416105634
Sposato couldn't wait to get me hired. 16940.174262184973
With my gray hair and my weatherbeaten countenance I certainly looked the honest working stiff. 43143.32794493001
The things a man will do for a woman. 204.95457869560417
There was one fact which Rector could not overlook, one truth which he could not deny. 4529.784232580336
As long as there were two human beings working together on the same project, there would be competition and you could no more escape it than you could expect to escape the grave. 11161.776997440948
No matter how devoted a man was, no matter how fully he gave his life to the Lord, he could never extinguish that one spark of pride that gave him definition as an individual. 10602.041795417355
All of the jobs in the mission might be equal in the eyes of the Lord, but they were certainly not equal in the eyes of the Lord's servants. 4608.902956915406
It was only natural that Fletcher would strive for a position in which he could make the decisions. 979.5622576143845
Even Rector himself was prey to this spirit of competition and he knew it, not for a more exalted office in the hierarchy of the church- his ambitions for the bishopry had died very early in his career- but for the one clear victory he had talked about to the colonel. 108033.63478223734
He was not sure how much of this desire was due to his devotion to the church and how much was his own ego, demanding to be satisfied, for the two were intertwined and could not be separated. 3096.9894458320446
He wanted desperately to see Kayabashi defeated, the Communists in the village rooted out, the mission standing triumphant, for in the triumph of the Lord he himself would be triumphant, too. 35136.03331827633
But perhaps this was a part of the eternal plan, that man's ambition when linked with God would be a driving, indefatigable force for good in the world. 12462.227282581362
He sighed. 218.20637747281057
How foolish it was to try to fathom the truth in an area where only faith would suffice. 21208.972532645836
He would have to work without questioning the motives which made him work and content himself with the thought that the eventual victory, however it was brought about, would be sweet indeed. 24822.252829942794
His first move was to send Hino to the village to spend a few days. 1764.1053205861533
His arm had been giving him some trouble and Rector was not enough of a medical expert to determine whether it had healed improperly or whether Hino was simply rebelling against the tedious work in the print shop, using the stiffness in his arm as an excuse. 201604.20628478235
In any event Rector sent him to the local hospital to have it checked, telling him to keep his ears open while he was in the village to see if he could find out what Kayabashi was planning. 11417.265698910542
Hino was elated at the prospect. 20163.553918325142
He was allowed to spend his nights at an inn near the hospital and he was given some extra money to go to the pachinko parlor- an excellent place to make contact with the enemy. 15837.467699380135
He left with all the joyous spirit of a child going on a holiday, nodding attentively as Rector gave him his final instructions. 45335.41971543272
He was to get involved in no arguments; he was to try to make no converts; he was simply to listen and report back what he heard. 11153.742127472047
It was a ridiculous situation and Rector knew it, for Hino, frankly partisan, openly gregarious, would make a poor espionage agent. 47031.93618643867
If he wanted to know anything, he would end up asking about it point-blank, but in this guileless manner he would probably receive more truthful answers than if he tried to get them by indirection. 62893.73341701736
In all of his experience in the mission field Rector had never seen a convert quite like Hino. 6713.676740054689
From the moment that Hino had first walked into the mission to ask for a job, any job- his qualifications neatly written on a piece of paper in a precise hand- he had been ready to become a Christian. 16265.547719223847
He had already been studying the Bible; he knew the fundamentals, and after studying with Fletcher for a time he approached Rector, announced that he wanted to be baptized and that was that. 10575.172083513762
Rector had never been able to find out much about Hino's past. 8473.772878113483
Hino talked very little about himself except for the infrequent times when he used a personal illustration in connection with another subject. 143843.1955007669
Putting the pieces of this mosaic together, Rector had the vague outlines of a biography. 38598.05518204526
Hino was the fourth son of an elderly farmer who lived on the coast, in Chiba, and divided his life between the land and the sea, supplementing the marginal livelihood on his small rented farm with seasonal employment on a fishing boat. 221989.44555628742
Without exception Hino's brothers turned to either one or both of their father's occupations, but Hino showed a talent for neither and instead spent most of his time on the beach where he repaired nets and proved immensely popular as a storyteller. 77844.08906953078
He had gone into the Japanese navy, had been trained as an officer, had participated in one or two battles- he never went into detail regarding his military experience- and at the age of twenty-five, quite as a bolt out of the blue, he had walked into the mission as if he belonged here and had become a Christian. 23158.786429534535
Rector was often curious; often tempted to ask questions but he never did. 47479.82747030746
If and when Hino decided to tell him about his experiences, he would do so unasked. 22700.7673470307
Rector had no doubt that Hino would come back from the village bursting with information, ready to impart it with his customary gusto, liberally embellished with his active imagnation. 351979.44756573986
When the telephone rang on the day after Hino went down to the village, Rector had a hunch it would be Hino with some morsel of information too important to wait until his return, for there were few telephones in the village and the phone in Rector's office rarely rang unless it was important. 78586.3575115672
He was surprised to find Kayabashi's secretary on the other end of the line. 476.68599076737127
He was even more startled when he heard what Kayabashi wanted. 5791.609885152408
The oyabun was entertaining a group of dignitaries, the secretary said, businessmen from Tokyo for the most part, and Kayabashi wished to show them the mission. 36469.31901625128
They had never seen one before and had expressed a curiosity about it. 1667.4457216481273
"Oh"? 5.604946306830428
Rector said. 1377.4294786082955
"I guess it will be all right. 127.5890375733212
When would the oyabun like to bring his guests up here"? 8633.125210653683
"This afternoon", the secretary said. 627.8999596936131
"At three o'clock if it will be of convenience to you at that time". 5684.1457801264705
"All right", Rector said. 375.64131614975474
"I will be expecting them". 254.58953986460148
He was about to hang up the phone, but a note of hesitancy in the secretary's voice left the conversation open. 6158.351001222663
He had something more to say. 243.40139337135184
"I beg to inquire if the back is now safe for travelers", he said. 3818.8728593390215
Rector laughed despite himself. 4890.553639775374
"Unless the oyabun has been working on it", he said, then checked himself and added "You can tell Kayabashi-san that the back road is in very good condition and will be quite safe for his party to use". 42196.950821262
"Arigato gosaimasu". 6886.910637010236
The secretary sighed with relief and then the telephone clicked in Rector's hand. 8652.778479655477
Rector had no idea why Kayabashi wanted to visit the mission. 31593.182993575043
For the oyabun to make such a trip was either a sign of great weakness or an indication of equally great confidence, and from all the available information it was probably the latter. 24944.441165684966
Kayabashi must feel fairly certain of his victory in order to make a visit like this, a trip which could be so easily misinterpreted by the people in the village. 17608.249604112727
At the same time, it was unlikely that any businessmen would spend a day in a Christian mission out of mere curiosity. 3289.6498798944967
No, Kayabashi was bringing his associates here for a specific purpose and Rector would not be able to fathom it until they arrived. 28983.208661429962
When he had given the call a few moments thought, he went into the kitchen to ask Mrs Yamata to prepare tea and sushi for the visitors, using the formal English china and the silver tea service which had been donated to the mission, then he went outside to inspect the grounds. 28720.923098295796
Fujimoto had a pile of cuttings near one side of the lawn. 29345.641269593765
Rector asked him to move it for the time being; he wanted the mission compound to be effortlessly spotless. 35062.11593250376
A good initial impression would be important now. 1966.026766449914
He went into the print shop, where Fletcher had just finished cleaning the press. 3859.3668988535505
"How many pamphlets do we have in stock"? 7139.015261082838
Rector said. 1377.4294786082955
"I should say about a hundred thousand", Fletcher said. 1360.5942071918114
"Why"? 4.121996160406815
"I would like to enact a little tableau this afternoon", Rector said, He explained about the visit and the effect he wished to create, the picture of a very busy mission. 24863.183305970633
He did not wish to deceive Kayabashi exactly, just to display the mission activities in a graphic and impressive manner. 21589.297418150523
Fletcher nodded as he listened to the instructions and said he would arrange the things Rector requested. 62525.002105918844
Rector's next stop was at the schoolroom, where Mavis was monitoring a test. 86327.2739784743
He beckoned to her from the door and she slipped quietly outside. 8797.163382355928
He told her of the visitors and then of his plans. 2544.5179353489743
"How many children do you have present today"? 1340.7107329279706
he said. 3.376936803385834
She looked back toward the schoolroom. 2559.9494249868453
"Fifteen", she said. 51.006788981226514
"No, only fourteen. 710.7001915144082
The little Ito girl had to go home. 325.9222936073049
She has a pretty bad cold". 61.163655565618285
"I would like them to appear very busy today, not busy exactly, but joyous, exuberant, full of life. 8366.290651362357
I want to create the impression of a compound full of children. 893.245095097854
Do you think you can manage it"? 47.8175011729379
Mavis smiled. 1422.1699770919995
"I'll try". 20.541336819395212
As Rector was walking back toward the residential hall, Johnson came out of the basement and bounded up to him. 16546.055519355454
The altercation in the coffee house had done little to dampen his spirits, but he was still a little wary around Rector for they had not yet discussed the incident. 19745.407789587975
"I think I've fixed the pump so we won't have to worry about it for a long time", he said. 183.9870664409366
"I've adjusted the gauge so that the pump cuts out before the water gets too low". 10704.844207596538
"Fine", Rector said. 4048.1717903683375
He looked out over the expanse of the compound. 825.9393032971296
It was going to take a lot of activity to fill it. 148.48278732724708
"Have you ever operated a transit"? 3794.858873127967
he said. 3.376936803385834
"No, sir", Johnson said. 791.5567279096942
"You are about to become a first-class surveyor", Rector said. 4028.714029493896
"When Konishi gets back with the jeep, I want you to round up two or three Japanese boys. 22542.539431423826
Konishi can help you. 1381.0398239137776
You'll find an old transit in the basement. 468.33710620692335
The glass is out of it, but that won't matter. 525.0186971251283
It looks pretty efficient and that's the important thing". 3317.4538919976794
He went on to explain what he had in mind. 12.800421904567878
Johnson nodded. 391.15412640177624
He said he could do it. 4.552286980703573
Rector was warming to his over-all strategy by the time he got back to the residential hall. 32720.00079340275
It was rather a childish game, all in all, but everybody seemed to be getting into the spirit of the thing and he could not remember when he had enjoyed planning anything quite so much. 5785.799408842173
He was not sure what effect it would have, but that was really beside the point when you got right down to it. 2643.639674070654
He was not going to lose the mission by default, and whatever reason Kayabashi had for bringing his little sight-seeing group to the mission, he was going to be in for a surprise. 6217.985088598911
He found Elizabeth in the parlor and asked her to make sure everything was in order in the residential hall, and then to take charge of the office while the party was here. 7111.3788170855905
When everything had been done, Rector went back to his desk to occupy himself with his monthly report until three o'clock. 18700.61545596719
At two thirty he sent Fujimoto to the top of the wall at the northeast corner of the mission to keep an eye on the ridge road and give a signal when he first glimpsed the approach of Kayabashi's party. 45975.58133887178
Then Rector, attired in his best blue serge suit, sat in a chair out on the lawn, in the shade of a tree, smoking a cigarette and waiting. 33538.11390951997
The air was cooler here, and the lacy pattern of the trees threw a dappled shadow on the grass, an effect which he found pleasant. 35572.683287490385
She concluded by asking him to name another hour should this one be inconvenient. 34837.07535292254
The fish took the bait. 2117.8791682391443
He replied that he could not imagine what importance there might be in thus meeting with a stranger, but- joy of joys, he would be at home at the hour mentioned. 24451.238563732873
But when she called he had thought better of the matter and decided not to involve himself in a new entanglement. 19989.170227863528
She was told by the manservant who opened the door that his lordship was engaged on work from which he had left strict orders he was not to be disturbed. 15806.910052080046
Claire was bitterly disappointed but determined not to let the rebuff daunt her purpose. 26497.74359289378
She wrote again and now, abandoning for the moment the theme of love, she asked for help in the matter of her career. 3776.499799686471
She could act and she could write. 1967.3171308125682
His lordship was concerned in the management of Drury Lane but, if there were no opportunities there, would he read and criticize her novel? 80640.33232158814
At last he consented to meet her, and following that brief interview Claire wrote him a yet more remarkable proposal Have you any objection to the following plan? 24749.00225719213
On Thursday evening we may go out of town together by some stage or mail about the distance of ten or twelve miles. 31440.35923259586
There we shall be free and unknown; we can return the following morning h She concluded by asking for a brief interview- "to settle with you where"- and she threw in a tribute to his "gentle manners" and "the wild originality of your countenance". 175679.83889468317
She opened his reply with trembling fingers h he agreed! 10235.259636755287
And he would see her that evening. 363.33907524250986
Victory at last! 2354.5585512058724
At their meeting he told her not to bother about "where"- he would attend to that. 18238.320650757203
There was one of the new forte-pianos in the room and, as Claire rose to go, he asked her to sing him one song before she left. 16628.50093055723
She sang him Scott's charming ballad "Rosabelle", which was the vogue of the moment. 6687.773083482581
She had never sung better. 319.44763801506025
"Your voice is delightful", he approved with a warm smile. 3346.0396811488563
"Tomorrow will be a new experience- I have never before made love to a nightingale h. There have been cooing doves, chattering magpies, thieving jackdaws, a proud peacock, a silly goose, and a harpy eagle- whom I was silly enough to mate with and who is now busy tearing at my vitals". 431903.70030833234
And so they went, he choosing of all places an inn near Medmenham Abbey, scene a generation ago of the obscene orgies of the Hellfire Club. 66225.31938051339
He regaled Claire with an account of the mock mass performed by the cassocked bloods, which he had had at firsthand from old Bud Dodington, one of the leaders of the so-called "Order". 10390.726734712995
Each wore the monkish scourge at his waist but this, it seems, was not employed for self-flagellation h. Naked girls danced in the chancel of the Abbey, the youngest and seemingly the most innocent being chosen to read a sermon filled with veiled depravities. 174774.64182482523
The jaded amorist conjured up pictures of the blasphemous rites with relish. 11005.922021196482
Alas, all that belonged to the age of "Devil Dashwood" and "Wicked Wilkes", abbot and beadsman of the Order! 37800.68152410662
The casual seduction of a seventeen-year-old bluestocking seemed tame by comparison. 18593.776881547496
They passed close by the turn to Bishopsgate. 6223.345145921277
A scant half mile away Shelley and Mary were doubtless sitting on their diminutive terrace, the air about them scented with stock, and listening to the nightingale who had nested in the big lime tree at the foot of the garden. 80519.23812158771
Charming and peaceful- but what were charm and peace compared to high adventure? 266996.1098121195
Alone with the fabulous Byron! 5422.336222408577
How many women had longed for the privilege that was hers. 9088.31210139929
How was she to behave, Claire wondered. 14861.41271482723
To be passive, to be girlishly shy was palpably absurd. 10593.456722391305
She was the pursuer as clearly as was Venus in Shakespeare's poem. 4258.759466109868
And while her Adonis did not suffer from inexperience, satiety might well be an equal handicap. 9751.042078360015
No, she would not pretend modesty, but neither must she be crudely bold. 15668.590092885712
Mystery- that was the thing. 2710.7676701939145
In the bedroom she would insist on darkness. 2107.328714795332
With his club foot he might well be grateful. 1371.6677074205422
At the inn, which was situated close to a broad weir, Byron was greeted by the landlord with obsequious deference and addressed as "milord". 98849.6416189781
The place was evidently a familiar haunt and Claire wondered what other illicit loves had been celebrated in the comfortable rooms to which they were shown. 38371.22155241937
The fire in the sitting room was lighted. 945.4455733358678
"What about the bedroom"? 4942.4641480177115
Byron inquired. 371.2639249414941
"Seems to me last time I was here the grate bellowed out smoke as it might have been preparing us for hell". 76582.71613062693
"We found some owls had built a nest in the chimney, milord, but I promise you you'll never have trouble of that sort again". 47580.843158151896
So, not only had he been here before, but it seemed he might well come again. 6656.756709858134
Claire felt suddenly small and cheap, heroine of a trivial episode in the voluminous history of Don Juan. 226533.62379813823
A cold supper was ordered and a bottle of port. 10280.163332494558
When Napoleon's ship had borne him to Elba, French wines had started to cross the Channel, the first shipments in a dozen war-ridden years, but the supplies had not yet reached rural hostelries where the sweet wines of the Spanish peninsula still ruled. 174287.49266889165
As they waited for supper they sat by the fire, glasses in hand, while Byron philosophized as much for his own entertainment as hers. 49734.928724182595
"Sex is overpriced", he said. 290.8136192451553
"The great Greek tragedies are concerned with man against Fate, not man against man for the prize of a woman's body. 41815.29325877959
So don't see yourself as a heroine or fancy this little adventure is an event of major importance". 12032.297643928358
"The gods seemed to think sex pretty important", she rebutted. 32023.427710960623
"Mars and Venus, Bacchus and Ariadne, Jupiter and Io, Byron and the nymph of the owl's nest. 106013.43903631261
That would be Minerva, I suppose. 1658.0990026775287
Wasn't the owl her symbol"? 10081.03040443348
Byron laughed. 365.796042579757
"So you know something of the classics, do you"? 821.6996457283079
"Tell me about Minerva, how she behaved, what she did to please you". 40426.885737139986
"I'll tell you nothing. 98.03759240127434
I don't ask you who 'tis you're being unfaithful to, husband or lover. 33404.890910883565
Frankly, I don't care". 252.01851832757015
For a moment she thought of answering with the truth but she knew there were men who shied away from virginity, who demanded some degree of education in body as well as mind. 43468.14314885923
"Very well", she said, "I'll not catechize you. 120.17314232348402
What matter the others so long as I have my place in history". 1747.8768591148894
She was striking the right note. 1018.5816430566751
No man ever had a better opinion of himself and indeed, with one so favored, flattery could hardly seem overdone. 101745.36079486815
Brains and beauty, high position in both the social and intellectual worlds, athlete, fabled lover- if ever the world was any man's oyster it was his. 180795.99547540853
The light supper over, Claire went to him and, slipping an arm about his shoulder, sat on his knee. 25247.4074666193
He drew her close and, hand on cheek, turned her face to his. 36825.06411865353
Her lips, moist and parted, spoke his name. 5658.168406451001
"Byron"! 482.6377949385609
His hand went to her shoulder and pushed aside the knotted scarf that surmounted the striped poplin gown; then, to better purpose, he took hold of the knot and with dextrous fingers, untied it. 173947.10015275024
The bodice beneath was buttoned and, withdrawing his lips from hers, he set her upright on his knee and started to undo it, unhurriedly as if she were a child. 36696.71086200656
But, kindled by his kiss, his caressing hand, her desire was aflame. 37537.404693118704
She sprang up and went swiftly to the bedroom. 5338.8280868381125
Lord Byron poured himself another glass of wine and held it up to the candle flame admiring the rich color. 46444.137997920356
He drank slowly with due appreciation. 3523.318511457254
It was an excellent vintage. 90.53240422590568
He rose and went to the bedroom. 139.59538083296596
Pausing in the doorway he said "The form of the human female, unlike her mind and her spirit, is the most challenging loveliness in all nature". 44568.34591469742
When Claire returned to Bishopsgate she longed to tell them she had become Byron's mistress. 35764.14619812721
By odd coincidence, on the evening of her return Shelley chose to read Parisina, which was the latest of the titled poet's successes. 20529.30358460327
As he declaimed the sonorous measures, it was as much as Claire could do to restrain herself from bursting out with her dramatic tidings. 53197.88803840634
"Although it is not the best of which he is capable", said Shelley as he closed the book, "it is still poetry of a high order". 3711.6028672073485
"If he would only leave the East", said Mary. 2377.2653544423883
"I am tired of sultans and scimitars". 4859.84705210028
"The hero of his next poem is Napoleon Bonaparte", said Claire, with slightly overdone carelessness. 35686.54853281729
"How do you know that"? 22.095875093546102
demanded Mary. 955.0564003488421
"I was told it on good authority", Claire answered darkly. 6682.894323122147
"I mustn't tell, I mustn't tell", she repeated to herself. 12556.802554625181
"I promised him I wouldn't". 1899.683901571423
CHAPTER 9 WINTER CAME, and with it Mary's baby- a boy as she had wished. 35773.66147150286
William, he was called, in honor of the man who was at once Shelley's pensioner and his most bitter detractor. 6343.664587502965
With a pardonable irony Shelley wrote to the father who had publicly disowned his daughter "Fanny and Mrs Godwin will probably be glad to hear that Mary has safely recovered from a very favorable confinement, and that her child is well". 130634.21071530959
At the same time another child- this one of Shelley's brain- was given to the world Alastor, a poem of pervading beauty in which the reader may gaze into the still depths of a fine mind's musings. 86519.63129280893
Alastor was published only to be savagely attacked, contemptuously ignored. 50246.93319590787
Shelley sent a copy to Southey, a former friend, and another to Godwin. 82658.39564209813
Neither acknowledged the gift. 1203.5710486093014
Only Mary's praise sustained him in his disappointment. 7780.361093926339
She understood completely. 433.7839188479191
Not a thought nor a cadence was missed in her summary of appreciation. 6040.166263156618
"You have made the labor worth while", he said to her, smiling. 4184.06176697176
"And in the future, since I write for a public of one, I can save the poor publishers from wasting their money". 12192.753521496883
"A public of one", Mary echoed reprovingly. 12363.960130573318
"how can you say such a thing? 5849.3968521812185
There will be thousands who will thrill to the loveliness of Alastor. 13069.589563130383
There are some even now. 146.0198672280075
What about that dear, clever Mr Thynne? 25127.38900549635
I am sure he is in raptures". 1620.002860379397
"Poor Mr Thynne, he always has to be trotted out for my encouragement". 61346.70382834333
"There are other Mr Thynnes. 459.0809398539156
Not everyone is bewitched by Byron's caliphs and harem beauties". 29820.579375258512
Mary's supercritical attitude toward Byron had nothing to do with his moral disrepute. 20254.38581562212
She was resentful of his easy success as compared with Shelley's failure. 13277.097660494137
The same month that Alastor was published, Murray sold twenty thousand copies of The Siege of Corinth, a slovenly bit of Byronism that even Shelley's generosity rebelled at. 109315.28399776018
The lordly poet was at low-water mark. 1663.9260950502473
The careless writing was in keeping with his mood of savage discontent. 11477.964939588112
On all sides doors were being slammed in his face. 2151.9079623393022
The previous scandals, gaily diverting as they were, had only served to increase his popularity. 6013.379460556784
Now, under the impact of his wife's disclosures, he was brought suddenly to the realization that there was a limit to tolerance, however brilliant, however far-famed the offender might be. 17171.54337102548
He tried defiance and openly flaunted his devotion to his half sister, but he soon saw, as did she, that this course if persisted in would involve them in a common ruin. 87415.76959383705
For the moment there was no woman in his life, and it was this vacuum that had given Claire her opportunity. 3724.182355885284
But the liaison successfully started in the last days of autumn was now languishing. 20031.34835378266
Byron, since the separation from his wife had been living in a smallish house in Piccadilly Terrace. 9141.840746186092
He refused to bring Claire to it even as an occasional visitor, claiming that his every move was watched by spies of the Milbankes. 55790.69436074632
Beckworth handed the pass to the colonel. 46700.52584867062
He had thought that the suggestion of taking it himself would tip the colonel in the direction of serving his own order, but the slip of paper was folded and absently thrust into the colonel's belt. 138150.86502449863
Despite his yearning, the colonel would not go down to see the men come through the lines. 10511.663823735349
He would remain in the tent, waiting impatiently, occupied by some trivial task. 5106.968738081679
-Beckworth. 1635.8896821446547
-Sir? 2422.8182771871557
-Fetch me the copies of everything B and C companies have requisitioned in the last six months. 36598.92568174647
-The last six months, sir? 568.4357111790016
-You heard me. 888.459863899402
There's a lot of waste going on here. 538.5749609353851
It's got to stop. 848.9637522564537
I want to take a look. 70.32031942185306
This is no damned holiday, Beckworth. 2463.7289190408387
Get busy. 245.2298694905384
-Yes, sir. 309.95541614402623
Beckworth left the tent. 1381.1885396789908
Below he could see the bright torches lighting the riverbank. 7515.4727793891025
He glanced back. 509.25272129412934
The colonel crouched tensely on one of the folding chairs, methodically tearing at his thumbnail. 35858.910120766246
9 THE BOMBPROOF was a low-ceilinged structure of heavy timbers covered with earth. 32699.607528113906
It stood some fifty paces from the edge of the bank. 490.51273043518546
From the outside, it seemed no more than a low drumlin, a lump on the dark earth. 1030.0996653870998
A crude ladder ran down to a wooden floor. 6496.832875929482
Two slits enabled observers to watch across the river. 2223.0049812477873
The place smelled strongly of rank, fertile earth, rotting wood and urine. 43846.7157783302
The plank floor was slimed beneath Watson's boots. 17260.213203174753
At least the Union officer had been decent enough to provide a candle. 1839.6310227578995
There was no place to sit, but Watson walked slowly from the ladder to the window slits and back, stooping slightly to avoid striking his head on the heavy beams. 18401.77923476552
In the corner was the soldier with the white flag. 3993.7055982135194