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Damp also . 711.8703102589582
He looked around the room and then called out Come here , quick ? 474.59768103014915
What is it ? 92.17342553226177
Barbara asked , standing in the doorway . 142.81722936289938
I 've solved the mystery of the little bag . 311.50418764997664
There it is h and there is what was in it . 128.8566439579058
But where do people go swimming in Paris ? 1075.1100018963737
That boat in the river , maybe . 275.9782736914464
What boat ? 1543.8017231122233
There 's a big boat anchored near the Place de la Concorde , with a swimming pool in it- did n't you notice it ? 905.1742401196889
But if he has time to go swimming , he had time to be with us . 122.95193582335067
She looked at him in surprise . 224.2929759728407
I know , he said , reading her mind . 149.10992545957825
I do n't know what I 'm going to do with you . 265.21960728256784
It 's because we are in France , he said , and know so few people . 175.11019708106346
So something like this matters more than it would at home . 436.4846489863747
Also , he was so nice when he was nice . 214.15321420172998
All because I did n't feel like dancing . 577.4985833472718
I do n't think it was that , really . 241.53940342263485
Then what was it ? 115.11379066505972
I do n't know . 147.85179060797432
I wish I did . 395.43734034072753
The tweed coat , maybe . 166.6760099534824
The thing about Eugene is that he 's very proud . 325.0216678489307
And the thing about hurt feelings , the wet bathing suit pointed out , is that the person who has them is not quite the innocent party he believes himself to be . 511.8194323951168
For instance- what about all those people Harold Rhodes went toward unhesitatingly , as if this were the one moment they would ever have together , their one chance of knowing each other ? 576.1478997152714
Fortunately , the embarrassing questions raised by objects do not need to be answered , or we would all have to go sleep in the open fields . 400.4855836543237
And in any case , answers may clarify but they do not change anything . 446.2466990360322
h he brought with him a mixture of myrrh and aloes , of about a hundred pounds ' weight . 204.8310290974345
They took Jesus 's body , then , and wrapped it in winding-clothes with the spices ; that is how the Jews prepare a body for burial . 277.31676663319035
Listed as present at the Descent were Mary , Mary 's sister , Mary Magdalene , John , Joseph of Arimathea , Nicodemus . 151.59457622609926
Search as he might , he could find no place where the Bible spoke of a moment when Mary could have been alone with Jesus . 304.24365343998306
Mostly the scene was crowded with mourners , such as the dramatic Dell'Arca Lamentation in Bologna , where the grief-stricken spectators had usurped Mary 's last poignant moment . 120.1111186663664
In his concept there could be no one else present . 350.12916303901585
His first desire was to create a mother and son alone in the universe . 269.8141257853694
When might Mary have had that moment to hold her child on her lap ? 768.0255312523093
Perhaps after the soldiers had laid him on the ground , while Joseph of Arimathea was at Pontius Pilate 's asking for Christ 's body , Nicodemus was gathering his mixture of myrrh and aloes , and the others had gone home to mourn . 158.67103594667554
Those who saw his finished Pieta would take the place of the biblical witnesses . 143.11023611060756
They would feel what Mary was undergoing . 618.6084113123239
There would be no halos , no angels . 77.3658400694391
These would be two human beings , whom God had chosen . 452.7065831433734
He felt close to Mary , having spent so long concentrating on the beginning of her journey . 378.220165990507
Now she was intensely alive , anguished ; her son was dead . 394.68209833814706
Even though he would later be resurrected , he was at this moment dead indeed , the expression on his face reflecting what he had gone through on the cross . 273.5460237855627
In his sculpture therefore it would not be possible for him to project anything of what Jesus felt for his mother ; only what Mary felt for her son . 467.5312427174939
Jesus ' inert body would be passive , his eyes closed . 471.8256848559629
Mary would have to carry the human communication . 494.78525128217
This seemed right to him . 158.41524419623192
It was a relief to shift in his mind to technical problems . 184.3250451417115
Since his Christ was to be life size , how was Mary to hold him on her lap without the relationship seeming ungainly ? 474.0935889598359
His Mary would be slender of limb and delicate of proportion , yet she must hold this full-grown man as securely and convincingly as she would a child . 222.32690550548344
There was only one way to accomplish this by design , by drawing diagrams and sketches in which he probed the remotest corner of his mind for creative ideas to carry his concept . 312.96812680918765
He started by making free sketches to loosen up his thinking so that images would appear on paper . 535.1110095188964
Visually , these approximated what he was feeling within himself . 120.71210352028493
At the same time he started walking the streets , peering at the people passing or shopping at the stalls , storing up fresh impressions of what they looked like , how they moved . 231.2489739560038
In particular he sought the gentle , sweet-faced nuns , with head coverings and veils coming to the middle of their foreheads , remembering their expressions until he reached home and set them down on paper . 231.6133991031727
Discovering that draperies could be designed to serve structural purposes , he began a study of the anatomy of folds . 130.45260054608713
He improvised as he went along , completing a life-size clay figure , then bought yards of an inexpensive material from a draper , wet the lightweight cloth in a basin and covered it over with clay that Argiento brought from the bank of the Tiber , to the consistency of thick mud . 221.2223920227919
No fold could be accidental , each turn of the drapery had to serve organically , to cover the Madonna 's slender legs and feet so that they would give substantive support to Christ 's body , to intensify her inner turmoil . 221.51340379093492
When the cloth dried and stiffened , he saw what adjustments had to be made . 153.68788378859756
So that 's sculpture , commented Argiento wryly , when he had sluiced down the floor for a week , making mud pies . 270.78746305431076
Michelangelo grinned . 296.18395639268925
See , Argiento , if you control the way these folds are bunched , like this , or made to flow , you can enrich the body attitudes . 213.40161598754204
They can have as much tactile appeal as flesh and bone . 486.1253767943009
He went into the Jewish quarter , wanting to draw Hebraic faces so that he could reach a visual understanding of how Christ might have looked . 466.2080474331404
The Jewish section was in Trastevere , near the Tiber at the church of San Francesco a Ripa . 75.11152369288388
The colony had been small until the Spanish Inquisition of 1492 drove many Jews into Rome . 425.4773853894333
Here , for the most part , they were well treated , as a reminder of the Old Testament heritage of Christianity ; many of their gifted members were prominent in the Vatican as physicians , musicians , bankers . 381.63314476284745
The men did not object to his sketching them while they went about their work , but no one could be persuaded to come to his studio to pose . 211.1063269336668
He was told to ask for Rabbi Melzi at the synagogue on Saturday afternoon . 238.61802056768707
Michelangelo found the rabbi in the room of study , a gentle old man with a white beard and luminous grey eyes , robed in black gabardine with a skullcap on his head . 184.09238484726018
He was reading from the Talmud with a group of men from his congregation . 72.08625707516482
When Michelangelo explained why he had come , Rabbi Melzi replied gravely The Bible forbids us to bow down to or to make graven images . 542.4987307681823
That is why our creative people give their time to literature , not to painting or sculpture . 500.7700298948129
But , Rabbi Melzi , you do n't object to others creating works of art ? 587.2833706765523
Not at all . 168.14696125566343
Each religion has its own tenets . 172.44410064270582
I am carving a Pieta from white Carrara marble . 167.45074609220617
I wish to make Jesus an authentic Jew . 992.0289432654308
I can not accomplish this if you will not help me . 360.428667980736
The rabbi said thoughtfully , I would not want my people to get in trouble with the Church . 239.3521422808589
I am working for the Cardinal of San Dionigi . 251.0993419794813
I 'm sure he would approve . 624.2475988853521
What kind of models would you prefer ? 1172.2122936379924
Workmen . 24.596184163953065
In their mid-thirties . 34.025453870751335
Not bulky laborers , but sinewy men . 417.29206533613444
With intelligence . 350.2938813512255
And sensitivity . 242.74969104173186
Rabbi Melzi smiled at him with infinitely old but merry eyes . 851.7245255215538
Leave me your address . 347.399294104009
I will send you the best the quarter has to offer . 526.782172122432
Michelangelo hurried to Sangallo 's solitary bachelor room with his sketches , asked the architect to design a stand which would simulate the seated Madonna . 249.05028549234947
Sangallo studied the drawings and improvised a trestle couch . 177.56938190830496
Michelangelo bought some scrap lumber . 2066.646276412305
Together he and Argiento built the stand , covering it with blankets . 422.45975212466413
His first model arrived at dusk . 220.96337830999033
He hesitated for a moment when Michelangelo asked him to disrobe , so Michelangelo gave him a piece of toweling to wrap around his loins , led him to the kitchen to take off his clothes . 129.6196320905824
He then draped him over the rough stand , explained that he was supposed to be recently dead , and was being held on his mother 's lap . 277.38723721221993
The model quite plainly thought Michelangelo crazy ; only the instructions from his rabbi kept him from bolting . 341.09676319830027
But at the end of the sitting , when Michelangelo showed him the quick , free drawings , with the mother roughed in , holding her son , the model grasped what Michelangelo was after , and promised to speak to his friends h. He worked for two hours a day with each model sent by the rabbi . 275.1265575594363
Mary presented quite a different problem . 789.1133908846423
Though this sculpture must take place thirty-three years after her moment of decision , he could not conceive of her as a woman in her mid-fifties , old , wrinkled , broken in body and face by labor or worry . 347.04344909309276
His image of the Virgin had always been that of a young woman , even as had his memory of his mother . 165.96528788882773
Jacopo Galli introduced him into several Roman homes . 357.5988055180319
Here he sketched , sitting in their flowing gowns of linen and silk , young girls not yet twenty , some about to be married , some married a year or two . 317.4345589628692
Since the Santo Spirito hospital had taken only men , he had had no experience in the study of female anatomy ; but he had sketched the women of Tuscany in their fields and homes . 136.45743425113625
He was able to discern the body lines of the Roman women under their robes . 108.79915713290833
He spent concentrated weeks putting his two figures together a Mary who would be young and sensitive , yet strong enough to hold her son on her lap ; and a Jesus who , though lean , was strong even in death h a look he remembered well from his experience in the dead room of Santo Spirito . 507.4963932997138
He drew toward the composite design from his meticulously accurate memory , without need to consult his sketches . 966.647324788084
Soon he was ready to go into a three-dimensional figure in clay . 377.4222510427466
Here he would have free expression because the material could be moved to distort forms . 280.36556079708856
When he wanted to emphasize , or get greater intensity , he added or subtracted clay . 281.81280971276306
Next he turned to wax because there was a similarity of wax to marble in tactile quality and translucence . 336.96192700470357
He respected each of these approach techniques , and kept them in character his quill drawings had a scratchiness , suggesting skin texture ; the clay he used plastically to suggest soft moving flesh , as in an abdomen , in a reclining torso ; the wax he smoothed over to give the body surface an elastic pull . 494.5282759597582
Yet he never allowed these models to become fixed in his mind ; they remained rough starting points . 809.2230739041636
When carving he was charged with spontaneous energy ; too careful or detailed studies in clay and wax would have glued him down to a mere enlarging of his model . 441.34010959632576
The true surge had to be inside the marble itself . 486.9571187744655
Drawing and models were his thinking . 211.8571233301309
Carving was action . 42.43126993999584
10 . 971.400000974617
The arrangement with Argiento was working well , except that sometimes Michelangelo could not figure who was master and who apprentice . 377.51370640069166
Argiento had been trained so rigorously by the Jesuits that Michelangelo was unable to change his habits up before dawn to scrub the floors , whether they were dirty or not ; water boiling on the fire for washing laundry every day , the pots scoured with river sand after each meal . 350.11442836990676
Argiento , this is senseless , he complained , not liking to work on the wet floors , particularly in cold weather . 202.45352152286213
You 're too clean . 986.7606448262376
Scrub the studio once a week . 279.60182739229
That 's enough . 136.49796162239753
No , said Argiento stolidly . 48.17440851578511
Every day . 515.2154509481356
Before dawn . 1123.9127208692437
I was taught . 140.7911862462089
And God help anyone who tries to unteach you ! 787.6885603633517
grumbled Michelangelo ; yet he knew that he had nothing to grumble about , for Argiento made few demands on him . 218.94537950776368
The boy was becoming acquainted with the contadini families that brought produce into Rome . 454.1542474115982
On Sundays he would walk miles into the campagna to visit with them , and in particular to see their horses . 267.44973269220503
The one thing he missed from his farm in the Po Valley was the animals ; frequently he would take his leave of Michelangelo by announcing Today I go see the horses . 433.69110543892305
It took a piece of bad luck to show Michelangelo that the boy was devoted to him . 180.54971312972665
He was crouched over his anvil in the courtyard getting his chisels into trim , when a splinter of steel flew into his eye and imbedded itself in his pupil . 199.11958729840117
He stumbled into the house , eyes burning like fire . 444.1550576838319
Argiento made him lie down on the bed , brought a pan of hot water , dipped some clean white linen cloth and applied it to extract the splinter . 295.8620677536015
Though the pain was considerable Michelangelo was not too concerned . 198.02343489151033
He assumed he could blink the splinter out . 53.48912714435804
But it would not come . 66.96310482125406
Argiento never left his side , keeping the water boiled , applying hot compresses throughout the night . 429.5474151885371
By the second day Michelangelo began to worry ; and by the second night he was in a state of panic he could see nothing out of the afflicted eye . 240.82788394687782
At dawn Argiento went to Jacopo Galli . 104.16422578998593
Galli arrived with his family surgeon , Maestro Lippi . 154.0482887775397
The surgeon carried a cage of live pigeons . 177.82955380674898
He told Argiento to take a bird out of the cage , cut a large vein under its wing , let the blood gush into Michelangelo 's injured eye . 282.4860183824782
The surgeon came back at dusk , cut the vein of a second pigeon , again washed out the eye . 120.56141933494602
Beth was very still and her breath came in small jerking gasps . 146.74805137040275
The thin legs twitched convulsively once , then Kate felt the little body stiffening in her arms and heard one strangled sound . 388.46317806828273
The scant flesh grew cool beneath her frantic hands . 1513.52078383637
The child was gone . 105.49473379513633
When Juanita awoke , Kate was still rocking the dead child , still crooning in disbelief , No , no , oh , no ! 390.8044759017065
They put Kate to bed and wired Jonathan and sent for the young Presbyterian minister . 716.9758853234466
He sat beside Kate 's bed with the others throughout the morning , talking , talking of God 's will , while Kate lay staring angrily at him . 774.0815330336909
When he told her God had called the child to Him , she rejected his words rebelliously . 283.1739817298757
Few of the neighbors came , but Mrs Tussle came , called by tragedy . 231.30911276332034
It always comes in threes , she sighed heavily . 342.1399182443867
Trouble never comes but in threes . 138.6396716374418
They held the funeral the next morning from the crossroads church and buried the little box in the quiet family plot . 551.7225408580277
Kate moved through all the preparations and services in a state of bewilderment . 267.90247792340546
She would not accept the death of such a little child . 147.8344989814185
God called her to Him , the minister had said . 368.79494342970395
God would not do that , Kate thought stubbornly . 313.94931579354807
Jonathan 's letter came , as she knew it would , and he had accepted their child 's death as another judgment from God against both Kate and himself . 367.84105593450874
In blind panic of grief she accepted Jonathan 's dictum , and believed in her desperation that she had been cursed by God . 376.2462866896251
She held Jonathan 's letter , his words burning like a brand , and knew suddenly that the bonds between them were severed . 256.27507199791046
She had nothing left but her duty to his land and his son . 241.69738356704877
Joel came and sat mutely with her , sharing her pain and anguish , averting his eyes from the ice packs on her bosom . 262.9462713757531
Juanita and Mrs Tussle kept Kate in bed a week until her milk dried . 945.8316014828935
When she returned to life in the big house she felt shriveled of all emotion save dedication to duty . 575.9561061662091
She disciplined herself daily to do what must be done . 583.3853769223413
She had even steeled herself to keep Juanita upstairs in the nurse 's room off the empty nursery , although the girl tried to insist on moving back to the quarters to spare Kate remembrance of the baby 's death . 451.47482624529187
Juanita drooped about the place , wearing a haunted , brooding look , which Kate attributed to the baby 's death , until the day a letter came for her addressed to Miss Juanita Fitzroy , bearing a Grafton postmark . 229.42153528794844
Seeing the slanting hand , Kate knew uneasily that it was from the Yankee colonel . 311.6931009255776
The Federal forces had taken Parkersburg and Grafton from the Rebels and were moving to take all the mountains . 185.41474579245585
Kate tried to contain her curiosity and foreboding at what the letter portended , at what involvement existed for Juanita . 372.05588045632857
Uncle Randolph and Joel had replanted the bottom lands with difficulty , for more of the slaves , including Annie , had sneaked off when the soldiers broke camp . 203.84100894467053
Joel worked like a field hand in the afternoons after school . 295.1527351963815
He had been at lessons in the schoolhouse since they returned from Harpers Ferry . 196.90707367259296
Kate felt she had deserted the boy in her own loss . 419.3810703284966
She loved him and missed his company . 450.11021115529775
Uncle Randolph had been riding out every evening on some secret business of his own . 569.9238058159432
What it was Kate could not fathom . 191.69174981181357
He claimed to be visiting the waterfront saloon at the crossroads to play cards and drink with his cronies , but Kate had not smelled brandy on him since Mrs Lattimer 's funeral . 297.1043999419578
Joel knew what he was about , however . 89.0830459547958
You 're gon na get caught , she heard Joel say to Uncle Randolph by the pump one morning . 344.60485590522916
Not this old fox , chuckled Uncle Randolph . 253.70351988296517
Everybody knows I 'm just a harmless , deaf old man who takes to drink . 868.342060134462
I aim to keep a little whisky still back in the ridge for my pleasure . 283.2764864330507
Whisky still , my foot , said Joel . 113.33434978735275
You 're back there riding with the guerrillas , the Moccasin Rangers . 81.78351830330013
Hush , said Uncle Randolph , smiling , or I 'll give you another black eye . 416.8186412637858
He patted the eye Joel had had blackened in a fight over being Rebel at the crossroads some days back . 225.51623140109348
Kate had no idea what they were talking of , although she had seen the blue lights and strange fires burning and winking on the ridges at night , had heard horsemen on the River Road and hill trails through the nights till dawn . 607.9897577763089
Stranger , Uncle Randolph began riding home nights with a jug strapped to his saddle , drunkenly singing Old Dan Tucker at the top of his voice . 256.9466142812159
Hearing his voice ring raucously up from the road , Kate would await him anxiously and watch perplexed as he walked into the house , cold sober . 338.92468812211916
What he was about became clear to her with the circulation of another broadside proclamation by General McClellan , threatening reprisals against Rebel guerrillas . 206.4168672367843
She was taken up in worry for the reckless old man . 339.2682538042211
Kate drew more and more on her affection for Joel through the hot days of summer work . 651.7030493759744
She had taken him out of the schoolhouse and closed the school for the summer , after she saw Miss Snow crack Joel across the face with a ruler for letting a snake loose in the schoolroom . 223.48662403505526
Kate had walked past the school on her morning chores and had seen the whole incident , had seen Joel 's burning humiliation before Miss Snow 's cold , bespectacled wrath . 647.643684822181
He had the hardest pains of growing before him now , as he approached twelve . 343.7431132370897
These would be his hardest years , she knew , and he missed his father desperately . 308.23112383609083
She tried to find some way to draw him out , to help him . 180.73342841118017
Whenever she found time , she went blackberry picking with him , and they would come home together , mouths purple , arms and faces scratched , tired enough to forget grief for another day . 478.9375359079678
He tended the new colts Beau had sired . 145.7614325109356
He helped Kate and Juanita enlarge the flower garden in the side yard , where they sometimes sat in the still evenings watching the last fat bees working against the summer 's purple dusk . 866.4071802742676
No one went much to the crossroads now except Uncle Randolph . 396.02548895040053
They stayed in their own world on the bluff , waiting for letters and the peddler , bringing the news . 215.46584770988045
Jonathan wrote grimly of the destruction of Harpers Ferry before they abandoned it ; of their first engagement at Falling Waters after Old Jack 's First Brigade had destroyed all the rolling stock of the BO Railroad . 560.5275275546043
The men were restive , he wrote , ready to take the battle to the enemy as Jackson wished . 183.40654792658776
The peddler came bawling his wares and told them of the convention in Wheeling , Which had formed a new state government by declaring the government at Richmond in the east illegal because they were traitors . 265.4661256818703
Dangling his gaudy trinkets before them , he told of the Rebel losses in the mountains , at Cheat and Rich mountains both , and the Federal march on Beverly . 111.3021667961907
Cleaned all them Rebs out'n the hills , they did ! 331.54382971837464
They wo n't never git over inter loyal western Virginia , them traitors ! 577.3314963144052
The Federals is making everybody take the oath of loyalty around these parts too , he crowed . 200.2524636343876
After he had gone , Kate asked Uncle Randolph proudly , Would you take their oath ? 797.5562587082487
And the old man had given a sly and wicked laugh and said , Hell , yes ! 205.60580413420297
I think I 've taken it about fifty times already ! 1449.5198665806329
winking at Joel 's look of shock . 129.86020777718605
Her mother wrote Kate of her grief at the death of Kate 's baby and at Jonathan 's decision to go with the South And , dear Kate , she wrote , poor Dr Breckenridge 's son Robert is now organizing a militia company to go South , to his good father 's sorrow . 849.6790421493055
Maj Anderson of Fort Sumter is home and recruiting volunteers for the US Army . 339.39181274456814
In spite of the fact that the state legislature voted us neutral , John Hunt Morgan is openly flying the Confederate flag over his woolen factory ! 814.7295648114198
Rumor of a big battle spread like a grassfire up the valley . 212.53693612792213
Accounts were garbled at the telegraph office when they sent old George down to Parkersburg for the news . 217.30634360967554
All dey know down dere is it were at Manassas Junction and it were a big fight , the old man told them . 148.0023660238234
In the next few days they had cause to rejoice . 130.71055282425888
It had been a big battle , and the Confederate forces had won . 212.8474402440301
Jonathan and Ben were not on the lists of the dead or on that of the missing . 165.96374887820414
Kate and Mrs Tussle waited for letters anxiously . 700.6185711721165
Joel went to the crest of a hill behind the house and lit an enormous victory bonfire to celebrate . 206.27032569164618
When Kate hurried in alarm to tell him to put it out , she saw other dots of flames among the western Virginia hills from the few scattered fires of the faithful . 875.4095657812991
They all prayed now that the North would realize that peace must come , for Virginia had defended her land victoriously . 438.20024182253917
The week after Manassas the sound of horses in the yard brought Kate up in shock from an afternoon 's rest when she saw the Federal soldiers from her upstairs window . 675.6475039792504
They had already lost most of their corn , she thought . 308.6732977830237
Were they to be insulted again because of the South 's great victory ? 155.57681320776697
She remembered McClellan 's last proclamation as she hurried fearfully down the stairs . 620.155043034496
At the landing she saw Juanita , her face flushed pink with excitement , run down the hall from the kitchen to the front door . 304.08011376738534
Juanita stopped just inside the open door , her hand to her mouth . 365.3828631938145
As Kate came swiftly down the stairs to the hall she saw Colonel Marsh framed in the doorway , his face set in the same vulnerable look Juanita wore . 541.886779500596
Kate greeted him gravely , uneasy with misgivings at his visit . 876.0079586609354
What brings you here again , Colonel Marsh ? 450.79819055771367
she asked , taking him and Juanita into the parlor where the shutters were closed against the afternoon sun . 403.7420022969094
I stopped to say goodbye , Mrs Lattimer , and to tell you how sorry I was to hear about your baby . 269.187423360838
I wish our doctor could have saved her . 970.6218520399881
It was a terrible loss to me , said Kate quietly , feeling the pain twist again at the mention , knowing now that Juanita must have written to him at Grafton . 329.58299141346174
Where will you go now that you 're leaving Parkersburg ? 547.8399614498501
she asked him , seeing Juanita 's eyes grow bleak . 891.5887147618661
As you know , General McClellan has been occupying Beverly . 1416.9289579804356
He has notified me that he has orders to go to Washington to take over the Army of the Potomac . 100.47409190703219
I am to go to Washington to serve with him . 145.49262790189502
When are you to leave ? 261.3318508412509
Kate asked , watching them both now anxiously . 690.4241681926276
Their eyes betrayed too much of their emotions , she thought sadly . 847.5789635229928
Tomorrow . 28.755518757454094
Would you permit Juanita to walk about the grounds with me for a short spell , Mrs Lattimer ? 331.4499410449773
Stay here in the parlor where it 's cool , she said , trying to be calm . 186.6526072725681
It would be better for Joel and Uncle Randolph and Mrs Tussle not to see them . 106.19121419627405
Kate went back and reminded the kitchen women of the supper preparations . 1071.1773206008713
Then she took iced lemonade to Marsh 's young aide where he sat in the cool of the big trees around the flower garden . 289.28242955122204
When Marsh called to his aide and the pair rode off down the River Road where the gentians burned blue , Juanita was shaken and trying not to cry . 483.88806871967347
She sought Kate out upstairs , her lips trembling . 2357.999690395672
He wants me to go with him tomorrow , she told Kate . 545.4559991102016
What do you want to do ? 311.6390856982431
Kate asked , uneasy at the gravity of the girl 's dilemma . 454.80999742510744
I could go with him . 91.17783521634072
He knows me as your niece , which , of course , I am . 242.432078107958
But I am a slave ! 339.68538373215574
You own me . 513.1734309579227
It 's your decision , said Juanita , holding her face very still , trying to contain the bitterness of her voice as she enunciated her words too distinctly . 410.6753050627714
No , the decision is yours . 169.79930116255812
I have held your papers of manumission since I married Mr Lattimer . 357.3961963421869
The red glow from the cove had died out of the sky . 128.7624465704807
The two in the bed knew each other as old people know the partners with whom they have shared the same bed for many years , and they needed to say no more . 381.93766131267944
The things left unsaid they both felt deeply , and with a sigh they fell back on the well-stuffed pillows . 230.59486986875982
Anita put out the remaining candles with a long snuffer , and in the smell of scented candlewick , the comforting awareness of each other 's bodies , the retained pattern of dancers and guests remembered , their minds grew numb and then empty of images . 230.5626985879364
They slept- Mynheer with a marvelously high-pitched snoring , the damn seahorse ivory teeth watching him from a bedside table . 125.95638134908928
In the ballroom below , the dark had given way to moonlight coming in through the bank of French windows . 317.13294670918214
It was a delayed moon , but now the sky had cleared of scudding black and the stars sugared the silver-gray sky . 186.4466754639613
Martha Schuyler , old , slow , careful of foot , came down the great staircase , dressed in her best lace-drawn black silk , her jeweled shoe buckles held forward . 325.1136621556497
Well , I 'm here at last , she said , addressing the old portraits on the walls . 339.37520802961853
I do n't hear the music . 199.42898303223262
I am getting deaf , I must admit it . 706.6715007892564
She came to the ballroom and stood on the two carpeted steps that led down to it . 164.82464242566263
Where is everyone ? 671.4349308347399
I say , where is everyone ? 297.58775390558253
Peter , you lummox , you 've forgot to order the musicians . 386.0251998805079
She stood there , a large old woman , smiling at the things she would say to him in the morning , this big foolish baby of a son . 302.9147914162543
There were times now , like this , when she lost control of the time count and moved freely back and forth into three generations . 456.37373744355165
Was it a birthday ball ? 1301.7739710077876
When Peter had reached his majority at eighteen ? 803.9900959009544
Or was it her own first ball as mistress of this big house , a Van Rensselaer bride from way upstate near Albany , from Rensselaerwyck . 351.62231304304373
And this handsome booby , staring and sweating , was he her bridegroom ? 106.50450979335697
Martha picked up the hem of her gown and with eyes closed she slowly began to dance a stately minuet around the ballroom . 359.2279346466522
David Cortlandt was tired beyond almost the limits of his flesh . 395.0368554602406
He had ridden hard from Boston , and he was not used to horseback . 56.68343869238357
Now , driving the horse and sulky borrowed from Mynheer Schuyler , he felt as if every bone was topped by burning oil and that every muscle was ready to dissolve into jelly and leave his big body helpless and unable to move . 451.84442513036606
The road leading south along the river was shaded with old trees , and in the moonlight the silvery landscape was like a setting for trolls and wood gods rather than the Hudson River Valley of his boyhood memories . 340.8599602339264
He slapped the reins on the back of the powerful gray horse and held on as the sulky 's wheels hit a pothole and came out with a jolt and went on . 144.03615506933508
He would cross to Manhattan , to Harlem Heights , before morning . 611.1685139731541
There a certain farmhouse was a station for the Sons of Liberty . 167.34996352625922
He would send on by trusted messenger the dispatches with their electrifying news . 395.97896688394707
And he would sleep , sleep , and never think of roads and horses ' sore haunches , of colonial wars . 456.2065492690266
Strange how everything here fitted back into his life , even if he had been away so long . 277.2104302174002
Mynheer , Sir Francis , the valley society , the very smell of the river on his right purling along to the bay past fish weirs and rocks , and ahead the sleepy ribbon of moon-drenched road . 233.68945535374968
A mist was walking on the water , white as cotton , but with a blending and merging grace . 155.75508171815204
Ahead there was a stirring of sudden movement at a crossroads . 255.18861221013276
David reached for the pair of pistols in the saddlebags at his feet . 111.89054330383036
He pulled out one of them and cocked it . 111.78135957836244
A strange wood creature came floating up from a patch of berry bushes . 933.285811958016
It was a grotesque hen , five or six feet tall . 712.5522846326116
It had the features of a man bewhiskered by clumps of loose feathers . 110.6383208822597
It ran , this apocalyptic beast , on two thin legs , and its wings- were they feathered arms ? - flapped as it ran . 184.16651469653073
Its groin was bloody . 35.19096504647515
Black strips of skin hung from it . 1620.074308691988
The horse shied at the dreadful thing and flared its nostrils . 89.21796485834925
David took a firm hand with it . 456.9424087417655
The creature in feathers looked around and David saw the mad eyes , glazed with an insane fear . 667.9226473940153
The ungainly bird thing ran away , and to David its croaking sounded like the crowing of a tormented rooster . 114.21060085458531
Then it was gone . 96.21458730382231
He drove on , wary and shaken . 216.65020243331125
The Sons were out tonight . 612.5632775491292
CHAPTER 10 New York lay bleaching in the summer sun , and the morning fish hawk , flying in the heated air , saw below him the long triangular wedge of Manhattan Island . 409.28090557354324
It was thickly settled by fifteen thousand citizens and laid out into pig-infested streets , mostly around the Battery , going bravely north to Wall Street , but giving up and becoming fields and farms in the region of Harlem Heights . 474.87537008184927
From there it looked across at Westchester County and the Hudson River where the manor houses , estates , and big farms of the original non-Indian landowners began . 168.65987933626673
On the east side of the island of Manhattan the indifferent hawk knew the East River that connected New York Bay with Long Island Sound . 778.354743307608
On the western tip of Long Island protruded Brooklyn Heights . 1332.8181360803474
It commanded a view over Manhattan and the harbor . 567.9935053770886
A fringe of housing and gardens bearded the top of the heights , and behind it were sandy roads leading past farms and hayfields . 495.9858828621343
Husbandry was bounded by snake-rail fences , and there were grazing cattle . 150.35001998149457
On the shores north and south , the fishers and mooncursers- smugglers- lived along the churning Great South Bay and the narrow barrier of sand , Fire Island . 425.0243523442335
The morning hawk , hungry for any eatable , killable , digestible item , kept his eyes on the ring of anchored ships that lay off the shores in the bay , sheltered by the Jersey inlets . 191.76748758605922
They often threw tidbits overboard . 662.4339758373795
The larger ships were near Paulus Hook , already being called , by a few , Jersey City . 299.88117848717457
These were the ships of His Majesty 's Navy , herding the hulks of the East Indies merchants and the yachts and ketches of the loyalists . 75.24817857789137
The news of battle on Breed 's Hill had already seeped through , and New York itself was now left in the hands of the local Provincial Congress . 205.90788751683615
The fish hawk , his wings not moving , circled and glided lower . 168.22742061795705
The gilt sterns of the men-of-war becoming clearer to him , the sides of the wooden sea walls alternately painted yellow and black , the bronze cannon at the ports . 303.7270759246599
The captain 's gig of HMS Mercury was being rowed to HMS Neptune . 39.257415041838705
On shore the freed slaves to despotism- the town dwellers- watched the ships and waited . 527.0742582693919
The chevaux de frise , those sharp stakes and barriers around the fort at the Battery , pointed to a conflict between the town and sea power rolling in glassy swells as the tide came in . 231.23118935796467
Across the bay the Palisades were heavy in green timber ; their rock paths led down to the Hudson . 888.0638064090207
Below in the open bay facing Manhattan was Staten Island , gritty with clam shells and mud flats behind which nested farms , cattle barns , and berry thickets . 427.6852868875283
Along Wappinger Creek in Dutchess County , past the white church at Fishkill , past Verplanck 's Point on the east bank of the Hudson , to the white salt-crusted roads of the Long Island Rockaways there was a watching and an activity of preparing for something explosive to happen . 338.4089129671284
Today , tomorrow , six months , even perhaps a year h The fish hawk flew on and was lost from sight . 580.8308676652498
The British ships rolled at anchor , sent out picket boats and waited for orders from London . 1668.8672305785462
Waited for more ships , more lobster-backed infantry , and asked what was to be done with a war of rebellion ? 209.58915169848356
David Cortlandt , having slept away a day and a night , came awake in a plank farmhouse on the Harlem River near Spuyten Duyvil . 217.93275152973462
He looked out through windowpanes turned a faint violet by sun and weather , looked out at King 's Bridge toward Westchester . 341.7308635210122
The road seemed animated with a few more wagons than usual ; a carriage raising up the choking June dust , and beyond , in a meadow , a local militia company drilling with muskets , Kentuck ' rifles , every kind of horse pistol , old sword , or cutlass . 414.06403376192605
The wraith-like events of the last few days flooded David 's mind and he rubbed his unshaved chin and felt again the ache in his kidneys caused by his saddle odyssey from Boston . 419.8365367381463
Pensive , introspective , he ached . 12.83334618951758
He had sent the dispatches downtown to the proper people and had slept . 150.39007234352476
Now there was more to do . 124.56219872670962
Orders not written down had to be transmitted to the local provincial government . 259.27788102128034
He scratched his mosquito-plagued neck . 64.75619874500764
From the saddlebags , hung on a Hitchcock chair , David took out a good English razor , a present from John Hunter . 230.85961803738317
He found tepid water in a pitcher and a last bit of soap , and he lathered his face and stood stropping the razor on his broad leather belt , its buckle held firm by a knob of the bedpost h. He hoped he was free of self-deception . 182.63500731756844
Here he was , suddenly caught up in the delirium of a war , in the spite and calumny of Whigs and Tories . 137.9563653723041
There would be great need soon for his skill as surgeon , but somehow he had not planned to use his knowledge merely for war . 294.9791421667197
David Cortlandt had certain psychic intuitions that this rebellion was not wholly what it appeared on the surface . 221.9337939825114
He knew that many were using it for their own ends . 205.77051191097382
But it did not matter . 90.94960047070289
He stropped the razor slowly ; what mattered was that a new concept of Americans was being born . 141.48928643090346
That some men did not want it he could understand . 336.9599464838357
The moral aridity of merchants made them loyal usually to their ledgers . 245.64568886556307
Yet some , like Morris Manderscheid , would bankrupt themselves for the new ideas . 175.92617410295583
Unique circumstances would test us all , he decided . 293.4906664008093
Injury and ingratitude would occur . 63.07161268905071
No doubt John Hancock would do well now ; war was a smugglers ' heaven . 356.5197359279101
And what of that poor tarred and feathered wretch he had seen on the road driving down from Schuyler 's ? 183.9543805574904
Things like that would increase rather than be done away with . 787.6848317354245
One had to believe in final events or one was stranded in the abyss of nothing . 205.63802096148586
He saw with John Hunter now that the perfectability of man was a dream . 161.53638930928125
Life was a short play of tenebrous shadows . 296.71046913980405
David began to shave with great sweeping strokes . 1054.1211442356464
Time plays an essential part in our mortality , and suddenly for no reason he could imagine or admit the image of Peg laughing filled his mind- so desirable , so lusty , so full of nuances of pleasure and joy . 573.1654388912108
He drove sensual patterns off , carefully shaving his long upper lip . 509.04203971950386
It is harder , he muttered , to meditate on man or woman than on God . 244.72513486598305
David finished shaving , washed his face clean of lather , and combed and retied his hair . 181.86086526187572
He was proud that he had never worn a wig . 105.13976355020847
More and more of the colonials were wearing their own hair and not using powder . 310.99972731857514
He felt cheerful again , refreshed ; presentable in his wide-cut brown suit , the well-made riding boots . 225.10755974829607
It is so easy to falsify sentiment h. In the meadow below , militia officers shouted at their men and on King 's Bridge two boys sat fishing . 940.4014037584551
The future would happen ; he did not have to hurry it by thinking too much . 372.7509215774241
A man could be tossed outside the dimension of time by a stray bullet these days . 657.3004129954866
He began to pack the saddlebags . 88.96840919406215
And all this too shall pass away it came to him out of some dim corner of memory from a church service when he was a boy- yes , in a white church with a thin spur steeple in the patriarchal Hudson Valley , where a feeling of plenitude was normal in those English-Dutch manors with their well-fed squires . 257.5602871988053
Burly leathered men and wrinkled women in drab black rags carried on in a primitive way , almost unchanged from feudal times . 532.5966461075177
Peasants puzzled Andrei . 111.94998802405702
He wondered how they could go on in poverty , superstition , ignorance , with a complete lack of desire to make either their land or their lives flourish . 533.7172387244901
Andrei remembered a Bathyran meeting long ago . 356.5691642152857
Tolek Alterman had returned from the colonies in Palestine and , before the national leadership , exalted the miracles of drying up swamps and irrigating the desert . 136.8737213056136
A fund-raising drive to buy tractors and machinery was launched . 662.7666919323739
Andrei remembered that his own reaction had been one of indifference . 222.40464042031076
Had he found the meaning too late ? 711.4466962682513
It aggravated him . 27.372815632681846
The land of the Lublin Uplands was rich , but no one seemed to care . 85.51860013333139
In the unfertile land in Palestine humans broke their backs pushing will power to the brink . 315.2030876175047
He had sat beside Alexander Brandel at the rostrum of a congress of Zionists . 53.36984238861525
All of them were there in this loosely knit association of diversified ideologies , and each berated the other and beat his breast for his own approaches . 311.41401142833257
When Alexander Brandel rose to speak , the hall became silent . 352.51813522900466
I do not care if your beliefs take you along a path of religion or a path of labor or a path of activism . 418.9134358670447
We are here because all our paths travel a blind course through a thick forest , seeking human dignity . 1513.6612749783887
Beyond the forest all our paths merge into a single great highway which ends in the barren , eroded hills of Judea . 394.5897878967642
This is our singular goal . 465.2914816105135
How we travel through the forest is for each man 's conscience . 354.87369520976443
Where we end our journey is always the same . 485.23444859345545
We all seek the same thing through different ways- an end to this long night of two thousand years of darkness and unspeakable abuses which will continue to plague us until the Star of David flies over Zion . 528.6755130778809
This was how Alexander Brandel expressed pure Zionism . 394.42592814667813
It had sounded good to Andrei , but he did not believe it . 100.01625724904359
In his heart he had no desire to go to Palestine . 110.4047378205972
He loathed the idea of drying up swamps or the chills of malaria or of leaving his natural birthright . 82.00342232037023
Before he went into battle Andrei had told Alex , I only want to be a Pole . 121.7524157461266
Warsaw is my city , not Tel Aviv . 50.08239368805432
And now Andrei sat on a train on the way to Lublin and wondered if he was not being punished for his lack of belief . 182.67659785308825
Warsaw ! 66.88412726905933
He saw the smug eyes of the Home Army chief , Roman , and all the Romans and the faces of the peasants who held only hatred for him . 282.9425327596618
They had let this black hole of death in Warsaw 's heart exist without a cry of protest . 494.3999436385349
Once there had been big glittering rooms where Ulanys bowed and kissed the ladies ' hands as they flirted from behind their fans . 398.914032327379
Warsaw ! 68.73822405682817
Warsaw ! 67.46504728772005
Miss Rak . 130.37387119605995
I am a Jew . 184.89805884528468
Day by day , week by week , month by month , the betrayal gnawed at Andrei 's heart . 392.69860701933715
He ground his teeth together . 397.9071254191126
I hate Warsaw , he said to himself . 82.11015060990542
I hate Poland and all the goddamned mothers ' sons of them . 419.04882429754446
All of Poland is a coffin . 128.6400617371899
The terrible vision of the ghetto streets flooded his mind . 808.4667662929121
What matters now ? 660.9404998423489
What is beyond this fog ? 503.3855407267321
Only Palestine , and I will never live to see Palestine because I did not believe . 153.06760877751864
By late afternoon the train inched into the marshaling yards in the railhead at Lublin , which was filled with lines of cars poised to pour the tools of war to the Russian front . 202.71333336511154
At a siding , another train which was a familiar sight these days . 603.4194232986407
Deportees . 28.87526426427486
Jews . 1540.1690769904385
Andrei 's skilled eye sized them up . 183.42165591914096
They were not Poles . 31.081174642717055
He guessed by their appearance that they were Rumanians . 64.07630072089887
He walked toward the center of the city to keep his rendezvous with Styka . 76.71010673264581
Of all the places in Poland , Andrei hated Lublin the most . 268.90651107671664
The Bathyrans were all gone . 101.64451830660137
Few of the native Jews who had lived in Lublin were still in the ghetto . 292.05845715505626
From the moment of the occupation Lublin became a focal point . 170.6300164768598
He and Ana watched it carefully . 149.5156831026379
Lublin generally was the forerunner of what would happen elsewhere . 129.1664820491336
Early in 1939 , Odilo Globocnik , the Gauleiter of Vienna , established SS headquarters for all of Poland . 325.79773512235244
The Bathyrans ran a check on Globocnik and had only to conclude that he was in a tug of war with Hans Frank and the civilian administrators . 232.29338196593287
Globocnik built the Death's-Head Corps . 102.27228785018323
Lublin was the seed of action for the final solution of the Jewish problem . 109.78074803904796
As the messages from Himmler , Heydrich , and Eichmann came in through Alfred Funk , Lublin 's fountainhead spouted . 89.52316180238597
A bevy of interlacing lagers , work camps , concentration camps erupted in the area . 243.43084207044404
Sixty thousand Jewish prisoners of war disappeared into Lublin 's web . 483.626130739955
Plans went in and out of Lublin , indicating German confusion . 596.5409516734318
A tale of a massive reservation in the Uplands to hold several million Jews h A tale of a plan to ship all Jews to the island of Madagascar h Stories of the depravity of the guards at Globocnik 's camps struck a chord of terror at the mere mention of their names . 300.22739056183855
Lipowa 7 , Sobibor , Chelmno , Poltawa , Belzec , Krzywy-Rog , Budzyn , Krasnik . 16.1270658761825
Ice baths , electric shocks , lashings , wild dogs , testicle crushers . 64.08631275686253
The Death's-Head Corps took in Ukrainian and Baltic Auxiliaries , and the Einsatzkommandos waded knee-deep in blood and turned into drunken , dope-ridden maniacs . 41.51406171437616
Lublin was their heart . 56.848164887494235
In the spring of 1942 Operation Reinhard began in Lublin . 223.453223473616
The ghetto , a miniature of Warsaw 's , was emptied into the camp in the Majdan-Tartarski suburb called Majdanek . 187.8429595427381
As the camp emptied , it was refilled by a draining of the camps and towns around Lublin , then by deportees from outside Poland . 149.7224560119976
In and in and in they poured through the gates of Majdanek , but they never left , and Majdanek was not growing any larger . 168.44830011765916
What was happening in Majdanek ? 124.52116671871765
Was Operation Reinhard the same pattern for the daily trains now leaving the Umschlagplatz in Warsaw ? 386.5827446490193
Was there another Majdanek in the Warsaw area , as they suspected ? 162.33406685417683
Andrei stopped at Litowski Place and looked around quickly at the boundary of civil buildings . 461.0726069245931
His watch told him he was still early . 439.36837641452354
Down the boulevard he could see a portion of the ghetto wall . 276.02977486001816
He found an empty bench , opened a newspaper , and stretched his legs before him . 444.38310178333205
Krakow Boulevard was filled with black Nazi uniforms and the dirty brownish ones of their Auxiliaries . 275.18452110591346
Captain Androfski ! 601.9907712643998
Andrei glanced up over the top of the paper and looked into the mustached , homely face of Sergeant Styka . 109.07027814633068
Styka sat beside him and pumped his hand excitedly . 131.8350265549232
I have been waiting across the street at the post office since dawn . 485.3874908129192
I thought you might get in on a morning train . 349.9399759692254
It 's good to see you again , Styka . 98.0787828317559
Styka studied his captain . 264.9730215036429
He almost broke into tears . 661.0291522412364
To him , Andrei Androfski had always been the living symbol of a Polish officer . 160.43845324309552
His captain was thin and haggard and his beautiful boots were worn and shabby . 304.67887476065584
Remember to call me Jan , Andrei said . 504.71917998940086
Styka nodded and sniffed and blew his nose vociferously . 88.11109945551152
When that woman found me and told me that you needed me I was never so happy since before the war . 585.2166860215312
I 'm lucky that you were still living in Lublin . 305.02321163466655
Styka grumbled about fate . 150.63511188203728
For a time I thought of trying to reach the Free Polish Forces , but one thing led to another . 545.1453592891102
I got a girl in trouble and we had to get married . 308.7380997017257
Not a bad girl . 323.6388952965354
So we have three children and responsibilities . 389.77371345877714
I work at the granary . 36.294062929056516
Nothing like the old days in the army , but I get by . 192.29795184804743
Who complains ? 268.9585571581717
Many times I tried to reach you , but I never knew how . 357.18325055993614
I came to Warsaw twice , but there was that damned ghetto wall h I understand . 252.0315219819249
Styka blew his nose again . 118.86746866252037
Were you able to make the arrangements ? 203.72335926994808
Andrei asked . 73.3451102667004
There is a man named Grabski who is the foreman in charge of the bricklayers at Majdanek . 106.7553949094434
I did exactly as instructed . 418.82106634684135
I told him you are on orders from the Home Army to get inside Majdanek so you can make a report to the government in exile in London . 282.75552440744946
His answer ? 374.87365591811823
Ten thousand zlotys . 455.54652380864957
Can he be trusted ? 1067.7039167279816
He is aware he will not live for twenty-four hours if he betrays you . 326.00796812346147
Good man , Styka . 106.6753064135164
Captain h Jan h must you go inside Majdanek ? 2054.7102552701226
The stories h Everyone really knows what is happening there . 1560.1572736459736
Not everyone , Styka . 137.35493178159544
What good will it really do ? 750.7363944872899
I do n't know . 148.1896992193613
Perhaps h perhaps h there is a shred of conscience left in the human race . 277.8975809702828
Perhaps if they know the story there will be a massive cry of indignation . 235.40308528492469
Do you really believe that , Jan ? 872.028632213529
I have to believe it . 141.51042801532884
Styka shook his head slowly . 396.01299129661095
I am only a simple soldier . 295.62432213438615
I can not think things out too well . 313.7392606633066
Until I was transferred into the Seventh Ulanys I was like every other Pole in my feeling about Jews . 354.0066119726016
I hated you when I first came in . 440.3714605363051
But h my captain might have been a Jew , but he was n't a Jew . 203.74719666378064
What I mean is , he was a Pole and the greatest soldier in the Ulanys . 61.40454784704273
Hell , sir . 125.36513257532906
The men of our company had a dozen fights defending your name . 645.8575711968582
You never knew about it , but by God , we taught them respect for Captain Androfski . 305.72192571770694
Andrei smiled . 221.08781005412476
Since the war I have seen the way the Germans have behaved and I think , Holy Mother , we have behaved like this for hundreds of years . 636.0285222783561
Why ? 578.794187995321
How can you tell an insane man to reason or a blind man to see ? 607.903381542702
But we are neither blind nor insane . 1530.6926081089837
The men of your company would not allow your name dishonored . 240.4766278404737
Why do we let the Germans do this ? 620.824448282418
I have sat many hours with this , Styka . 210.74445572497905
All I ever wanted was to be a free man in my own country . 220.5079488446995
I 've lost faith , Styka . 306.7606550537254
I used to love this country and believe that someday we 'd win our battle for equality . 629.4411055377515
But now I think I hate it very much . 488.4480293505103
And do you really think that the world outside Poland will care any more than we do ? 710.0090580527839
The question frightened Andrei . 195.66101264260604
Please do n't go inside Majdanek . 182.9638439497093
I 'm still a soldier in a very small way , Styka . 151.27462828121688
It was an answer that Styka understood . 111.23382626594332
Grabski 's shanty was beyond the bridge over the River Bystrzyca near the rail center . 184.24589378234919
Grabski sat in a sweat-saturated undershirt , cursing the excessive heat which clamped an uneasy stillness before sundown . 173.84526270694641
He was a square brick of a man with a moon-round face and sunken Polish features . 177.5039065016709
Flies swarmed around the bowl of lentils in which he mopped thick black bread . 194.83441481157286
Half of it dripped down his chin . 320.90832932753784
He washed it down with beer and produced a deep-seated belch . 153.30933116941378
Well ? 590.985136446411
Andrei demanded . 138.493939411577
Grabski looked at the pair of them . 64.30626220627977
He grunted a sort of yes answer . 165.64460980113265
My cousin works at the Labor Bureau . 1311.4997978372412
He can make you work papers . 326.4270170719642
It will take a few days . 113.31032183915602
I will get you inside the guard camp as a member of my crew . 410.67537830557274
I do n't know if I can get you into the inner camp . 268.48076543556766
Maybe yes , maybe no , but you can observe everything from the roof of a barrack we are building . 366.3187296841839
Grabski slurped his way to the bottom of the soup bowl . 105.93710127637904
Ca n't understand why the hell anyone wants to go inside that son-of-a-bitch place . 501.1721309060512
Orders from the Home Army . 177.70137299416788
Why ? 573.5481001506087
Nothing there but Jews . 676.7987559419648
Andrei shrugged . 14.489736132018821
We get strange orders . 1277.5398536193168
Well- what about the money ? 144.35376120836406
Andrei peeled off five one-thousand-zloty notes . 173.94267957940218
Grabski had never seen so much money . 214.49878263325556
His broad flat fingers , petrified into massive sausages by years of bricklaying , snatched the bills clumsily . 314.3143787834712
This ai n't enough . 470.73573948940304
You get the rest when I 'm safely out of Majdanek . 296.07081348162734
I ai n't taking no goddamned chances for no Jew business . 668.9137121690512
Andrei and Styka were silent . 71.87353350195254
She was getting real dramatic . 785.6262141017854
I 'd have been more impressed if I had n't remembered that she 'd played Hedda Gabler in her highschool dramatics course . 299.6723717945962
I did n't want her back on that broken record . 444.378154974042
Nothing 's free in the whole goddam world , was all I could think of to say . 171.65051727923273
When I 'd delivered myself of that gem there was nothing to do but order up another drink . 477.0409184307615
I am , she said . 140.0572535249096
I 'd forgotten all about Thelma and the Kentucky Derby and how it was Thelma 's fifty dollars I was spending . 303.5849892476253
It was just me and Eileen getting drunk together like we used to in the old days , and me staring at her across the table crazy to get my hands on her partly because I wanted to wring her neck because she was so ornery but mostly because she was so wonderful to touch . 433.8284583184152
Drunk or sober she was the most attractive woman in the world for me . 250.6534195648422
I was crazy about her all over again . 290.06067430756934
It was the call of the wild all right . 117.44368388515
That evening turned out to be hell like all the others . 288.62036323765534
We moved down Broadway from ginmill to ginmill . 159.13841796457893
It was the same old routine . 94.0713558400118
Eileen got to dancing , just a little tiny dancing step to a hummed tune that you could hardly notice , and trying to pick up strange men , but each time I was ready to say to hell with it and walk out she 'd pull herself together and talk so understandingly in that sweet husky voice about the good times and the happiness we 'd had together and there I was back on the hook . 434.90156584856186
I did have the decency to call up Thelma and tell her I 'd met old friends and would be home late . 539.757041704827
I could scratch her eyes out , Eileen cried and stamped her foot when I came back from the phone booth . 452.6522530880775
You know I do n't like my men to have other women . 342.0239104599542
I hate it . 164.88502277823412
I hate it . 164.8443605915965
She got so drunk I had to take her home . 431.63685404159185
It was a walk up on Hudson Street . 252.26820509724936
She just about made me carry her upstairs and then she clung to me and would n't let me go . 837.5547402875338
There was a man 's jacket on the chair and a straw hat on the table . 202.77704657272872
The place smelt of some kind of hair lotion these pimplike characters use . 250.80847655525548
What about Ballestre ? 130.87274932415517
I had to shake her to make her listen . 305.05158763715474
Precious . 28.776750882206706
What about him ? 193.1726350136624
Suddenly she was very mysterious and dramatic . 799.4306884419802
Precious and I allow each other absolute freedom . 593.7087678753297
We are above being jealous . 165.70521803287892
He 's used to me bringing home strange men . 759.8376751690342
I 'll just tell him you 're my husband . 750.0451338805527
He ca n't object to that . 254.68747452392543
Well I object . 490.1048703610231
If he pokes his nose in here I 'll slug him . 352.56592005658933
That really would be funny . 335.1579652692684
She began to laugh . 433.2641450891579
She was still laughing when I grabbed her and started rolling her on the bed . 711.5926731078224
After all I 'm made of flesh and blood . 533.1904056166394
I 'm not a plaster saint . 640.827232341677
Waking up was horrible . 132.00429559717267
Never in my life have I felt so remorseful about anything I 've done as I did about spending that night with my own wife . 576.6899921832209
We both had hangovers . 65.20241069444447
Eileen declared she could n't lift her head from the pillow . 223.2340429595413
She lay under the covers making jabbing motions with her forefinger telling me where to look for the coffeepot . 318.82464718412996
I was stumbling in my undershirt trying to find my way around her damn kitchenette when I smelt that sickish sweet hairtonic smell . 234.90380031304713
There was somebody else in the apartment . 182.24093376724008
I stiffened . 30.70845918611203
Honest I could feel the hair stand up on the back of my neck like a dog 's that is going to get into a fight . 283.27016212285866
I turned around with the percolator in my hand . 90.93463736069647
My eyes were so bleary I could barely see him but there he was , a little smooth olivefaced guy in a new spring overcoat and a taffycolored fedora . 212.88618099610127
Brown eyes , eyebrow mustache . 124.5153569164469
Oval face without an expression in the world . 166.40286475585498
We did n't have time to speak before Eileen 's voice was screeching at us from the bed . 146.88651680462098
Joseph Maria Ballestre meet Francis Xavier Bowman . 932.6909103373918
Exboyfriend meet exhusband . 82.40914794474234
She gave the nastiest laugh I ever heard . 359.9025013578782
And do n't either of you forget that I 'm not any man 's property . 399.03680693594316
If you want to fight , go down on the sidewalk . 196.11038767977982
She was enjoying the situation . 194.02154661873598
Imagine that . 59.26589040963462
Eileen was a psychologist all right . 180.9888099061742
Instead of wanting to sock the poor bastard I found myself having a fellowfeeling for him . 393.6442160517164
Maybe he felt the same way . 143.5443971140658
I never felt such a lowdown hound in my life . 104.19606813315774
First thing I knew he was in the kitchenette cooking up the breakfast and I was handing Eileen her coffeecup and she was lying there handsome as a queen among her courtiers . 273.1388947407392
I could n't face Thelma after that night . 251.9341814858871
I did n't even have the nerve to call her on the telephone . 262.5114743665706
I wrote her that I 'd met up with Eileen and that old bonds had proved too strong and asked her to send my clothes down by express . 676.6114968685805
Of course I had to give her Eileen 's address , but she never came near us . 280.63536288023903
All she did was write me a pleasant little note about how it was beautiful while it lasted but that now life had parted our ways and it was goodbye forever . 535.145364515429
She never said a word about the fifty dollars . 365.7388715668443
She added a postscript begging me to be careful about drinking . 512.2166820143376
I must know that that was my greatest weakness underlined three times . 332.3078681936735
Afterwards I learned that Eileen had called Thelma on the telephone and made a big scene about Thelma trying to take her husband away . 200.10479785568901
That finished me with Thelma . 156.45470824031753
Trust Eileen to squeeze all the drama out of a situation . 143.5026387774884
And there I was shacked up with Eileen in that filthy fourth floor attic on Hudson Street . 375.2753252876534
I use the phrase advisedly because there was something positively indecent about our relationship . 756.3489445912438
I felt it and it ate on me all the time , but I did n't know how right I was till later . 304.69266263301637
What I did know was that Precious was always around . 134.98162016235725
He slept in the hall bedroom at the head of the stairs . 155.95230150298926
Who do you think pays the rent ? 1700.8523009053072
You would n't have me throw the poor boy out on the street , Eileen said when I needled her about it . 216.52941815136336
I said sure that was what I wanted her to do but she paid no attention . 409.2317282231725
Eileen had a wonderful way of not listening to things she did n't want to hear . 265.9638873653161
Still I did n't think she was twotiming me with Precious right then . 310.60551250363
To be on the safe side I never let Eileen get out of my sight day or night . 464.72206553080383
Precious had me worried . 158.3324572034664
I could n't make out what his racket was . 138.92281976551774
I 'd thought him a pimp or procurer but he did n't seem to be . 115.18819612778178
He was smooth and civil spoken but it seemed to me there was something tough under his selfeffacing manner . 400.80399312851324
Still he let Eileen treat him like a valet . 164.8050261998763
Whenever the place was cleaned or a meal served it was Precious who did the work . 361.9572677526832
I never could find out what his business was . 293.4145307744498
He always seemed to have money in his pocket . 211.63356543103865
The phone had been disconnected but telegrams came for him and notes by special messenger . 247.94593871166495
Now and then he would disappear for several days . 316.6483579051035
Connections was all he would say with that smooth hurt smile when I put leading questions . 690.6243756653669
Oh he 's just an international spy , Eileen would shout with her screechy laugh . 280.43704651585006
Poor devil he ca n't have been too happy either . 1603.2835013071658
He got no relief from drink because , though sometimes Precious would buy himself a drink if he went out with us in the evening , he 'd leave it on the table untouched . 364.7294412497424
When I was in liquor I rode him pretty hard I guess . 884.0925617402652
Occasionally if I pushed him too far he 'd give me a look out of narrowed eyes and the hard cruel bony skull would show through that smooth face of his . 1102.701387398615
Some day , I told Eileen , that guy will kill us both . 400.2288330999067
She just would n't listen . 377.50661845746026
Getting drunk every night was the only way I could handle the situation . 408.83895897302284
Eileen seemed to feel the same way . 100.30682235664328
We still had that much in common . 204.3952932960896
The trouble was drinking cost money . 675.1941980442377
The way Eileen and I were hitting it up , we needed ten or fifteen dollars an evening . 511.09955236075746
Eileen must have wheedled a little out of Precious . 52.556633036139914
I raised some kale by hocking the good clothes I had left over from my respectable uptown life , but when that was gone I did n't have a cent . 290.8093288479032
I do n't know what we would have done if Pat O'Dwyer had n't come to town . 333.7201392139093
Pat O'Dwyer looked like a heavier Jim . 821.3502786267456
He had the same bullet head of curly reddish hair but he did n't have Jim 's pokerfaced humor or his brains or his charm . 322.55775036004854
He was a big thick beefy violent man . 284.95599011548336
Now Pat may have been a lecher and a plugugly , but he was a good churchgoing Catholic and he loved his little sister . 144.65501144752784
Those O'Dwyers had that Irish clannishness that made them stick together in spite of politics and everything . 418.8182341496355
Pat took Eileen and me out to dinner at a swell steak house and told us with tears in his eyes how happy he was we had come together again . 324.051363296714
Whom God hath joined etcetera . 658.1635374680023
The O'Dwyers were real religious people except for Kate . 682.1857817385337
Now it would be up to me to keep the little girl out of mischief . 180.08828451221441
Pat had been worried as hell ever since she 'd lost her job on that fashion magazine . 1915.5397834313794
It had gone big with the Hollywood girls when he told them his sister was an editor of Art and Apparel . 348.2234991911129
How about me trying to help her get her job back ? 762.2682608124508
All evening Eileen had been as demure as a little girl getting ready for her first communion . 460.32627606422056
It just about blew us both out of the water when Eileen suddenly came out with what she came out with . 253.3966631507937
But brother I ca n't take a job right now , she said with her eyes on her ice cream , I 'm going to have a baby , Francis Xavier 's baby , my own husband 's baby . 509.7434591570386
My first thought was how had it happened so soon , but I counted back on my fingers and sure enough we 'd been living together six weeks . 805.7066149723612
Pat meanwhile was bubbling over with sentiment . 708.67990235699
Greatest thing that ever happened . 264.71139231953947
Now Eileen really would have to settle down to love honor and obey , and she 'd have to quit drinking . 647.8211794940925
He 'd come East for the christening , by God he would . 228.6436353071488
When we separated that evening Pat pushed a hundred dollar bill into Eileen 's hand to help towards a layette . 748.2760157053796
Before he left town Pat saw to it that I was fixed up with a job . 338.4494648513415
Pat had contacts all over the labor movement . 634.3654967335854
A friend of Pat 's named Frank Sposato had just muscled into the Portwatchers ' Union . 273.134387891819
The portwatchers were retired longshoremen and small time seafarers off towboats and barges who acted as watchmen on the wharves . 76.14115802660626
Most of them were elderly men . 486.7266444653274
It was responsible and sometimes dangerous work because the thieving is awful in the port of New York . 299.80357668716215
They were n't as well paid as they should have been . 234.3247715807768
One reason the portwatchers let Sposato take them over was to get the protection of his musclemen . 144.63812042119494
Sposato needed a front , some labor stiff with a clean record to act as business agent of the Redhook local . 460.22081360967786
There I was a retired wobbly and structural iron worker who 'd never gouged a cent off a fellow worker in my thirty years in the movement . 517.4154182401078
For once radicalism was a recommendation . 118.31085724333087
Sposato could n't wait to get me hired . 346.8347517326919
With my gray hair and my weatherbeaten countenance I certainly looked the honest working stiff . 708.1306102660419
The things a man will do for a woman . 191.27997343134854
There was one fact which Rector could not overlook , one truth which he could not deny . 164.2841567922317
As long as there were two human beings working together on the same project , there would be competition and you could no more escape it than you could expect to escape the grave . 414.8970669760643
No matter how devoted a man was , no matter how fully he gave his life to the Lord , he could never extinguish that one spark of pride that gave him definition as an individual . 365.2370530004373
All of the jobs in the mission might be equal in the eyes of the Lord , but they were certainly not equal in the eyes of the Lord 's servants . 141.95431821622316
It was only natural that Fletcher would strive for a position in which he could make the decisions . 171.37806084823458
Even Rector himself was prey to this spirit of competition and he knew it , not for a more exalted office in the hierarchy of the church- his ambitions for the bishopry had died very early in his career- but for the one clear victory he had talked about to the colonel . 227.873760269035
He was not sure how much of this desire was due to his devotion to the church and how much was his own ego , demanding to be satisfied , for the two were intertwined and could not be separated . 181.9157029779665
He wanted desperately to see Kayabashi defeated , the Communists in the village rooted out , the mission standing triumphant , for in the triumph of the Lord he himself would be triumphant , too . 224.28720303078015
But perhaps this was a part of the eternal plan , that man 's ambition when linked with God would be a driving , indefatigable force for good in the world . 234.29995519593143
He sighed . 341.0575981389905
How foolish it was to try to fathom the truth in an area where only faith would suffice . 250.65469694682406
He would have to work without questioning the motives which made him work and content himself with the thought that the eventual victory , however it was brought about , would be sweet indeed . 393.8047221968644
His first move was to send Hino to the village to spend a few days . 177.05852440291477
His arm had been giving him some trouble and Rector was not enough of a medical expert to determine whether it had healed improperly or whether Hino was simply rebelling against the tedious work in the print shop , using the stiffness in his arm as an excuse . 258.1689596681115
In any event Rector sent him to the local hospital to have it checked , telling him to keep his ears open while he was in the village to see if he could find out what Kayabashi was planning . 272.70237882570603
Hino was elated at the prospect . 31.590717622295724
He was allowed to spend his nights at an inn near the hospital and he was given some extra money to go to the pachinko parlor- an excellent place to make contact with the enemy . 209.10741590687238
He left with all the joyous spirit of a child going on a holiday , nodding attentively as Rector gave him his final instructions . 149.17468760656863
He was to get involved in no arguments ; he was to try to make no converts ; he was simply to listen and report back what he heard . 192.89461429803345
It was a ridiculous situation and Rector knew it , for Hino , frankly partisan , openly gregarious , would make a poor espionage agent . 273.66281549838675
If he wanted to know anything , he would end up asking about it point-blank , but in this guileless manner he would probably receive more truthful answers than if he tried to get them by indirection . 199.44236632167113
In all of his experience in the mission field Rector had never seen a convert quite like Hino . 234.90420286043332
From the moment that Hino had first walked into the mission to ask for a job , any job- his qualifications neatly written on a piece of paper in a precise hand- he had been ready to become a Christian . 258.8032103728297
He had already been studying the Bible ; he knew the fundamentals , and after studying with Fletcher for a time he approached Rector , announced that he wanted to be baptized and that was that . 199.21156707488274
Rector had never been able to find out much about Hino 's past . 154.34191659224456
Hino talked very little about himself except for the infrequent times when he used a personal illustration in connection with another subject . 377.40586536146884
Putting the pieces of this mosaic together , Rector had the vague outlines of a biography . 73.46034776674847
Hino was the fourth son of an elderly farmer who lived on the coast , in Chiba , and divided his life between the land and the sea , supplementing the marginal livelihood on his small rented farm with seasonal employment on a fishing boat . 290.77154710577236
Without exception Hino 's brothers turned to either one or both of their father 's occupations , but Hino showed a talent for neither and instead spent most of his time on the beach where he repaired nets and proved immensely popular as a storyteller . 491.1059779343609
He had gone into the Japanese navy , had been trained as an officer , had participated in one or two battles- he never went into detail regarding his military experience- and at the age of twenty-five , quite as a bolt out of the blue , he had walked into the mission as if he belonged here and had become a Christian . 283.1823528853563
Rector was often curious ; often tempted to ask questions but he never did . 613.1764363371702
If and when Hino decided to tell him about his experiences , he would do so unasked . 124.67282796042983
Rector had no doubt that Hino would come back from the village bursting with information , ready to impart it with his customary gusto , liberally embellished with his active imagnation . 132.596563417192
When the telephone rang on the day after Hino went down to the village , Rector had a hunch it would be Hino with some morsel of information too important to wait until his return , for there were few telephones in the village and the phone in Rector 's office rarely rang unless it was important . 150.3103123520486
He was surprised to find Kayabashi 's secretary on the other end of the line . 88.03131194194809
He was even more startled when he heard what Kayabashi wanted . 102.74571377539108
The oyabun was entertaining a group of dignitaries , the secretary said , businessmen from Tokyo for the most part , and Kayabashi wished to show them the mission . 166.40901545613377
They had never seen one before and had expressed a curiosity about it . 255.6906127043752
Oh ? 801.1462669672185
Rector said . 36.02214415939391
I guess it will be all right . 300.0566187325753
When would the oyabun like to bring his guests up here ? 244.17012814565763
This afternoon , the secretary said . 215.53614048415798
At three o'clock if it will be of convenience to you at that time . 328.2159893366848
All right , Rector said . 99.28991401921063
I will be expecting them . 204.094406369797
He was about to hang up the phone , but a note of hesitancy in the secretary 's voice left the conversation open . 201.25110703114606
He had something more to say . 83.39282719039741
I beg to inquire if the back is now safe for travelers , he said . 462.8561110044513
Rector laughed despite himself . 415.0378806461996
Unless the oyabun has been working on it , he said , then checked himself and added You can tell Kayabashi-san that the back road is in very good condition and will be quite safe for his party to use . 291.5290630489629
Arigato gosaimasu . 14.554536634845428
The secretary sighed with relief and then the telephone clicked in Rector 's hand . 252.46285955717312
Rector had no idea why Kayabashi wanted to visit the mission . 234.56007040920258
For the oyabun to make such a trip was either a sign of great weakness or an indication of equally great confidence , and from all the available information it was probably the latter . 269.5096875756718
Kayabashi must feel fairly certain of his victory in order to make a visit like this , a trip which could be so easily misinterpreted by the people in the village . 219.95777927170036
At the same time , it was unlikely that any businessmen would spend a day in a Christian mission out of mere curiosity . 295.5057074754975
No , Kayabashi was bringing his associates here for a specific purpose and Rector would not be able to fathom it until they arrived . 191.8038541293078
When he had given the call a few moments thought , he went into the kitchen to ask Mrs Yamata to prepare tea and sushi for the visitors , using the formal English china and the silver tea service which had been donated to the mission , then he went outside to inspect the grounds . 296.5938221818325
Fujimoto had a pile of cuttings near one side of the lawn . 124.46864768545159
Rector asked him to move it for the time being ; he wanted the mission compound to be effortlessly spotless . 162.97347943168003
A good initial impression would be important now . 449.1069467004859
He went into the print shop , where Fletcher had just finished cleaning the press . 317.5493521511015
How many pamphlets do we have in stock ? 956.327726749653
Rector said . 36.59505586936749
I should say about a hundred thousand , Fletcher said . 156.11237137114452
Why ? 577.7928598512252
I would like to enact a little tableau this afternoon , Rector said , He explained about the visit and the effect he wished to create , the picture of a very busy mission . 268.05840041863934
He did not wish to deceive Kayabashi exactly , just to display the mission activities in a graphic and impressive manner . 259.71566816654564
Fletcher nodded as he listened to the instructions and said he would arrange the things Rector requested . 384.2154369625595
Rector 's next stop was at the schoolroom , where Mavis was monitoring a test . 136.68792901389483
He beckoned to her from the door and she slipped quietly outside . 288.7276405189186
He told her of the visitors and then of his plans . 178.49334634745395
How many children do you have present today ? 894.1086164333011
he said . 148.5726180596323
She looked back toward the schoolroom . 96.30538936459156
Fifteen , she said . 264.73844163886116
No , only fourteen . 421.8456280166691
The little Ito girl had to go home . 184.60043942360286
She has a pretty bad cold . 514.9535874680423
I would like them to appear very busy today , not busy exactly , but joyous , exuberant , full of life . 340.5425595625461
I want to create the impression of a compound full of children . 254.70212640251904
Do you think you can manage it ? 859.7363079889608
Mavis smiled . 216.96861326170745
I 'll try . 282.91420223191983
As Rector was walking back toward the residential hall , Johnson came out of the basement and bounded up to him . 261.68245151376817
The altercation in the coffee house had done little to dampen his spirits , but he was still a little wary around Rector for they had not yet discussed the incident . 151.27211208921037
I think I 've fixed the pump so we wo n't have to worry about it for a long time , he said . 421.4733909359394
I 've adjusted the gauge so that the pump cuts out before the water gets too low . 848.4630597620816
Fine , Rector said . 288.68442649347486
He looked out over the expanse of the compound . 53.04739666486845
It was going to take a lot of activity to fill it . 122.01883276634386
Have you ever operated a transit ? 1814.6968422094144
he said . 150.61217607999913
No , sir , Johnson said . 349.9166775700502
You are about to become a first-class surveyor , Rector said . 127.97425148213682
When Konishi gets back with the jeep , I want you to round up two or three Japanese boys . 305.88558361032506
Konishi can help you . 151.78575456908186
You 'll find an old transit in the basement . 348.4433186726834
The glass is out of it , but that wo n't matter . 196.14079610449843
It looks pretty efficient and that 's the important thing . 495.031786370113
He went on to explain what he had in mind . 172.78431203222
Johnson nodded . 5322.300299070077
He said he could do it . 72.32859076884716
Rector was warming to his over-all strategy by the time he got back to the residential hall . 272.09763951599916
It was rather a childish game , all in all , but everybody seemed to be getting into the spirit of the thing and he could not remember when he had enjoyed planning anything quite so much . 277.038907697319
He was not sure what effect it would have , but that was really beside the point when you got right down to it . 287.73463113101894
He was not going to lose the mission by default , and whatever reason Kayabashi had for bringing his little sight-seeing group to the mission , he was going to be in for a surprise . 147.33781677907697
He found Elizabeth in the parlor and asked her to make sure everything was in order in the residential hall , and then to take charge of the office while the party was here . 274.97508873952773
When everything had been done , Rector went back to his desk to occupy himself with his monthly report until three o'clock . 400.1941577464363
At two thirty he sent Fujimoto to the top of the wall at the northeast corner of the mission to keep an eye on the ridge road and give a signal when he first glimpsed the approach of Kayabashi 's party . 175.32290636995828
Then Rector , attired in his best blue serge suit , sat in a chair out on the lawn , in the shade of a tree , smoking a cigarette and waiting . 160.65210802127373
The air was cooler here , and the lacy pattern of the trees threw a dappled shadow on the grass , an effect which he found pleasant . 209.62097847136414
She concluded by asking him to name another hour should this one be inconvenient . 487.897379272319
The fish took the bait . 114.43078326891697
He replied that he could not imagine what importance there might be in thus meeting with a stranger , but- joy of joys , he would be at home at the hour mentioned . 319.4513135623187
But when she called he had thought better of the matter and decided not to involve himself in a new entanglement . 183.3601098440763
She was told by the manservant who opened the door that his lordship was engaged on work from which he had left strict orders he was not to be disturbed . 218.6250803185158
Claire was bitterly disappointed but determined not to let the rebuff daunt her purpose . 313.41220234835663
She wrote again and now , abandoning for the moment the theme of love , she asked for help in the matter of her career . 226.15882508740674
She could act and she could write . 322.7895927456339
His lordship was concerned in the management of Drury Lane but , if there were no opportunities there , would he read and criticize her novel ? 219.43996954665343
At last he consented to meet her , and following that brief interview Claire wrote him a yet more remarkable proposal Have you any objection to the following plan ? 760.0624738043651
On Thursday evening we may go out of town together by some stage or mail about the distance of ten or twelve miles . 664.5334640441951
There we shall be free and unknown ; we can return the following morning h She concluded by asking for a brief interview- to settle with you where- and she threw in a tribute to his gentle manners and the wild originality of your countenance . 458.64672165141934
She opened his reply with trembling fingers h he agreed ! 1547.8955025933467
And he would see her that evening . 217.38295636168306
Victory at last ! 4270.9873494838575
At their meeting he told her not to bother about where- he would attend to that . 374.8833432633258
There was one of the new forte-pianos in the room and , as Claire rose to go , he asked her to sing him one song before she left . 163.26588465503008
She sang him Scott 's charming ballad Rosabelle , which was the vogue of the moment . 227.41492093778166
She had never sung better . 512.4805089621285
Your voice is delightful , he approved with a warm smile . 666.7903570105485
Tomorrow will be a new experience- I have never before made love to a nightingale h. There have been cooing doves , chattering magpies , thieving jackdaws , a proud peacock , a silly goose , and a harpy eagle- whom I was silly enough to mate with and who is now busy tearing at my vitals . 182.0624355406095
And so they went , he choosing of all places an inn near Medmenham Abbey , scene a generation ago of the obscene orgies of the Hellfire Club . 194.47782478366807
He regaled Claire with an account of the mock mass performed by the cassocked bloods , which he had had at firsthand from old Bud Dodington , one of the leaders of the so-called Order . 123.42452587775563
Each wore the monkish scourge at his waist but this , it seems , was not employed for self-flagellation h. Naked girls danced in the chancel of the Abbey , the youngest and seemingly the most innocent being chosen to read a sermon filled with veiled depravities . 264.3564687133755
The jaded amorist conjured up pictures of the blasphemous rites with relish . 73.60635644413236
Alas , all that belonged to the age of Devil Dashwood and Wicked Wilkes , abbot and beadsman of the Order ! 52.30654212455217
The casual seduction of a seventeen-year-old bluestocking seemed tame by comparison . 68.09652434968238
They passed close by the turn to Bishopsgate . 139.28391341996945
A scant half mile away Shelley and Mary were doubtless sitting on their diminutive terrace , the air about them scented with stock , and listening to the nightingale who had nested in the big lime tree at the foot of the garden . 296.131537666282
Charming and peaceful- but what were charm and peace compared to high adventure ? 456.602339061187
Alone with the fabulous Byron ! 707.666439307794
How many women had longed for the privilege that was hers . 260.39065020700696
How was she to behave , Claire wondered . 178.4605868759363
To be passive , to be girlishly shy was palpably absurd . 254.2110460071009
She was the pursuer as clearly as was Venus in Shakespeare 's poem . 241.83691091214828
And while her Adonis did not suffer from inexperience , satiety might well be an equal handicap . 252.76181506255497
No , she would not pretend modesty , but neither must she be crudely bold . 176.80900225364468
Mystery- that was the thing . 46.68884140164048
In the bedroom she would insist on darkness . 528.6323647545423
With his club foot he might well be grateful . 841.9933811887274
At the inn , which was situated close to a broad weir , Byron was greeted by the landlord with obsequious deference and addressed as milord . 104.49041006470696
The place was evidently a familiar haunt and Claire wondered what other illicit loves had been celebrated in the comfortable rooms to which they were shown . 346.302231731493
The fire in the sitting room was lighted . 316.70104605725857
What about the bedroom ? 288.8334741435067
Byron inquired . 4242.024198534323
Seems to me last time I was here the grate bellowed out smoke as it might have been preparing us for hell . 372.01844724174066
We found some owls had built a nest in the chimney , milord , but I promise you you 'll never have trouble of that sort again . 318.4295209996301
So , not only had he been here before , but it seemed he might well come again . 222.37374036939966
Claire felt suddenly small and cheap , heroine of a trivial episode in the voluminous history of Don Juan . 264.5098978421131
A cold supper was ordered and a bottle of port . 507.67594032654415
When Napoleon 's ship had borne him to Elba , French wines had started to cross the Channel , the first shipments in a dozen war-ridden years , but the supplies had not yet reached rural hostelries where the sweet wines of the Spanish peninsula still ruled . 433.95807800417185
As they waited for supper they sat by the fire , glasses in hand , while Byron philosophized as much for his own entertainment as hers . 383.56549215110596
Sex is overpriced , he said . 21.278271358674033
The great Greek tragedies are concerned with man against Fate , not man against man for the prize of a woman 's body . 320.1286018436278
So do n't see yourself as a heroine or fancy this little adventure is an event of major importance . 529.2393706601757
The gods seemed to think sex pretty important , she rebutted . 451.32265235055456
Mars and Venus , Bacchus and Ariadne , Jupiter and Io , Byron and the nymph of the owl 's nest . 98.26368730932988
That would be Minerva , I suppose . 57.426192117357054
Was n't the owl her symbol ? 430.59087225631555
Byron laughed . 2729.867010081742
So you know something of the classics , do you ? 321.2868455389488
Tell me about Minerva , how she behaved , what she did to please you . 244.01387532630469
I 'll tell you nothing . 318.95666781913206
I do n't ask you who 't is you 're being unfaithful to , husband or lover . 403.6490089968959
Frankly , I do n't care . 87.74919523837815
For a moment she thought of answering with the truth but she knew there were men who shied away from virginity , who demanded some degree of education in body as well as mind . 378.9350137027454
Very well , she said , I 'll not catechize you . 137.13887007637896
What matter the others so long as I have my place in history . 411.7246085544909
She was striking the right note . 404.5975555391254
No man ever had a better opinion of himself and indeed , with one so favored , flattery could hardly seem overdone . 278.574362899122
Brains and beauty , high position in both the social and intellectual worlds , athlete , fabled lover- if ever the world was any man 's oyster it was his . 274.60128658832474
The light supper over , Claire went to him and , slipping an arm about his shoulder , sat on his knee . 253.9555505155775
He drew her close and , hand on cheek , turned her face to his . 462.86044338149253
Her lips , moist and parted , spoke his name . 400.41816929181925
Byron ! 10854.060288163613
His hand went to her shoulder and pushed aside the knotted scarf that surmounted the striped poplin gown ; then , to better purpose , he took hold of the knot and with dextrous fingers , untied it . 160.10954406466416
The bodice beneath was buttoned and , withdrawing his lips from hers , he set her upright on his knee and started to undo it , unhurriedly as if she were a child . 102.09407073291814
But , kindled by his kiss , his caressing hand , her desire was aflame . 50.13004983872064
She sprang up and went swiftly to the bedroom . 559.5645771255789
Lord Byron poured himself another glass of wine and held it up to the candle flame admiring the rich color . 1325.5746644647354
He drank slowly with due appreciation . 363.8158078796326
It was an excellent vintage . 45.605937495501436
He rose and went to the bedroom . 136.1935889889324
Pausing in the doorway he said The form of the human female , unlike her mind and her spirit , is the most challenging loveliness in all nature . 187.57732217879305
When Claire returned to Bishopsgate she longed to tell them she had become Byron 's mistress . 320.97703180762176
By odd coincidence , on the evening of her return Shelley chose to read Parisina , which was the latest of the titled poet 's successes . 410.0488387294975
As he declaimed the sonorous measures , it was as much as Claire could do to restrain herself from bursting out with her dramatic tidings . 195.421085304139
Although it is not the best of which he is capable , said Shelley as he closed the book , it is still poetry of a high order . 186.28239475080053
If he would only leave the East , said Mary . 219.14036574075678
I am tired of sultans and scimitars . 83.39827059954013
The hero of his next poem is Napoleon Bonaparte , said Claire , with slightly overdone carelessness . 125.78088791583976
How do you know that ? 332.40334055993463
demanded Mary . 2379.3911386765894
I was told it on good authority , Claire answered darkly . 184.52328333175717
I must n't tell , I must n't tell , she repeated to herself . 349.8089410420777
I promised him I would n't . 345.455517800558
CHAPTER 9 WINTER CAME , and with it Mary 's baby- a boy as she had wished . 263.08173171473135
William , he was called , in honor of the man who was at once Shelley 's pensioner and his most bitter detractor . 190.7358091685255
With a pardonable irony Shelley wrote to the father who had publicly disowned his daughter Fanny and Mrs Godwin will probably be glad to hear that Mary has safely recovered from a very favorable confinement , and that her child is well . 482.0404320023101
At the same time another child- this one of Shelley 's brain- was given to the world Alastor , a poem of pervading beauty in which the reader may gaze into the still depths of a fine mind 's musings . 138.70177899277093
Alastor was published only to be savagely attacked , contemptuously ignored . 133.32414060163768
Shelley sent a copy to Southey , a former friend , and another to Godwin . 176.97697828889974
Neither acknowledged the gift . 983.473040463152
Only Mary 's praise sustained him in his disappointment . 793.1945897830349
She understood completely . 1057.3329448232491
Not a thought nor a cadence was missed in her summary of appreciation . 406.5076948286604
You have made the labor worth while , he said to her , smiling . 295.522412939547
And in the future , since I write for a public of one , I can save the poor publishers from wasting their money . 203.87134236463382
A public of one , Mary echoed reprovingly . 89.05779141917671
how can you say such a thing ? 781.0133833540128
There will be thousands who will thrill to the loveliness of Alastor . 53.506708905310326
There are some even now . 183.98461196858105
What about that dear , clever Mr Thynne ? 617.1051265163834
I am sure he is in raptures . 145.0852948580722
Poor Mr Thynne , he always has to be trotted out for my encouragement . 189.21749625907646
There are other Mr Thynnes . 103.29073389963197
Not everyone is bewitched by Byron 's caliphs and harem beauties . 112.66617534307616
Mary 's supercritical attitude toward Byron had nothing to do with his moral disrepute . 326.44339307096914
She was resentful of his easy success as compared with Shelley 's failure . 299.0142003805238
The same month that Alastor was published , Murray sold twenty thousand copies of The Siege of Corinth , a slovenly bit of Byronism that even Shelley 's generosity rebelled at . 324.1466717052757
The lordly poet was at low-water mark . 108.02553580637905
The careless writing was in keeping with his mood of savage discontent . 909.1940270045716
On all sides doors were being slammed in his face . 321.1804099469025
The previous scandals , gaily diverting as they were , had only served to increase his popularity . 214.5931592026194
Now , under the impact of his wife 's disclosures , he was brought suddenly to the realization that there was a limit to tolerance , however brilliant , however far-famed the offender might be . 143.78213974356657
He tried defiance and openly flaunted his devotion to his half sister , but he soon saw , as did she , that this course if persisted in would involve them in a common ruin . 413.7638521104948
For the moment there was no woman in his life , and it was this vacuum that had given Claire her opportunity . 157.65453171557394
But the liaison successfully started in the last days of autumn was now languishing . 308.72447419138064
Byron , since the separation from his wife had been living in a smallish house in Piccadilly Terrace . 160.37639464909302
He refused to bring Claire to it even as an occasional visitor , claiming that his every move was watched by spies of the Milbankes . 193.34693580685104
Beckworth handed the pass to the colonel . 243.14818897955914
He had thought that the suggestion of taking it himself would tip the colonel in the direction of serving his own order , but the slip of paper was folded and absently thrust into the colonel 's belt . 269.5965505369298
Despite his yearning , the colonel would not go down to see the men come through the lines . 257.92126496917507
He would remain in the tent , waiting impatiently , occupied by some trivial task . 368.53052602047245
-Beckworth . 28.83408444696715
-Sir ? 63.07436407393049
-Fetch me the copies of everything B and C companies have requisitioned in the last six months . 360.3911041833593
-The last six months , sir ? 854.1007094563099
-You heard me . 125.81543000789082
There 's a lot of waste going on here . 335.44488205934886
It 's got to stop . 218.80046629239254
I want to take a look . 153.67832230630336
This is no damned holiday , Beckworth . 73.32956363522034
Get busy . 6117.293250439237
-Yes , sir . 124.42979626095699
Beckworth left the tent . 148.8273168779588
Below he could see the bright torches lighting the riverbank . 172.65951325670665
He glanced back . 281.9993668435393
The colonel crouched tensely on one of the folding chairs , methodically tearing at his thumbnail . 135.31619122768672
9 THE BOMBPROOF was a low-ceilinged structure of heavy timbers covered with earth . 233.24145881916837
It stood some fifty paces from the edge of the bank . 261.53154593014125
From the outside , it seemed no more than a low drumlin , a lump on the dark earth . 120.82145379976814
A crude ladder ran down to a wooden floor . 708.5413095901652
Two slits enabled observers to watch across the river . 636.469471621993
The place smelled strongly of rank , fertile earth , rotting wood and urine . 172.64698605985046
The plank floor was slimed beneath Watson 's boots . 401.2863211295383
At least the Union officer had been decent enough to provide a candle . 454.5599982708051
There was no place to sit , but Watson walked slowly from the ladder to the window slits and back , stooping slightly to avoid striking his head on the heavy beams . 290.83595311504905
In the corner was the soldier with the white flag . 177.86967933281454